The Lily and the Cross: A Tale of Acadia — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Lily and the Cross: A Tale of Acadia
John Stuart Mill · en
The thought that Mimi was so near inspired Claude with fresh energy.
Although he had been on the tramp all day, and without
rest,--although he had received a severe and unparalleled shock in
the terrible fate of Cazeneau,--yet the thought of Mimi had
sufficient power over him to chase away the gloom that for a time had
fallen over his soul. It was enough to him now that a priest was
within reach. Upon that priest he could throw all the responsibility
which arose out of the situation of his enemy. These were the
thoughts that animated him, and urged him forward.
The Indians of Cazeneau had made him understand that they were only a
few hours ahead; but Claude thought that they were even nearer. He
thought it unlikely that Cazeneau would let them go very far, and
supposed that he had ordered the other Indians to go slowly, and halt
after about three or four miles. He therefore confidently expected to
come up with them after traversing about that distance.
With this belief he urged on his attendants, and himself put forth
all his powers, until at length, after nearly two hours, he was
compelled to slacken his speed. This showed that they were not so
near as he had expected; yet still he believed that they were just
ahead, and that he would come up with them every moment.
Thus his mind was kept upon a constant strain, and he was always on
the lookout, watching both with eyes and ears either to see some sign
of them, or to hear them as they went on before him. And this
constant strain of mind and of sense, and this sustained attitude of
expectation, made the way seem less, and the time seem short; and
thus, though there was a certain disappointment, yet still the hope
of seeing them every next minute kept up his spirits and his
energies. Thus he went on, like one who pursues an _ignis fatuus_,
until at length the light of day faded out, and the shades of night
settled down over the forest.
He would certainly have thought that he had missed the way, had it
not been for one fact; and that was, that the track of the party whom
he was pursuing was as plain as ever, and quite fresh, showing that
they had passed over it this very day. The Indians with him were all
certain of this. It showed him that however fast he had gone, they
had been going yet faster, and that all his eagerness to catch up
with them had not been greater than their eagerness to advance. Why
was this? Suddenly the whole truth flashed upon his mind.
The priest had unexpectedly shaken off Cazeneau. He had evidently
resolved to try to escape. His strange influence over the Indians
had, no doubt, enabled him to make them his accomplices. With the
hope, therefore, of shaking off Cazeneau, he had hurried on as fast
as possible.