“My present plan,” said he, “can be easily explained. Sir Lionel seems
to be somewhere about the Mediterranean. Any letters that are sent to
him have to be directed to Messrs. Chatellon, Comeaux, and Co.,
Marseilles, who forward them to him. I have already written to these
gentlemen, asking where he is; but when they sent their reply they did
not know. They stated, however, that on hearing from him they would let
me know. But to wait for an answer from these gentlemen would be too
great a trial for your patience. You cannot be satisfied, nor could I
unless something is being done. It would simply kill you to wait here,
day after day, week after week, month after month, for letters that
would never come. Nothing is so terrible. You must send some one. Now I
think that the best one you can send is myself, and I hope I speak
without vanity. No mere hireling can go on this service. The one who
goes should have different motives, and for my part I should feel the
search to have a personal interest, and should work for you as I would
for myself.”
“Oh, Lieutenant Dudleigh,” said Edith, “there is no need for me to say
how I should feel about a search made by you. I refrain from expressions
of gratitude, since you forbid them; and so I do not know what to say.”
“Say nothing, then, and--I do not like to say it, but I must--hope for
nothing. If you hope, you may be disappointed. If you do not hope, you
can not be. But in any case, whether you are disappointed or not,
remember this--that in spite of these musty lawyers, if the worst comes
to the worst you have one steadfast friend, and that if you say the word
I will force a way for you through those gates. If you ever feel
discouraged, remember that. It is a great preventive against despair to
know that you have an alternative of some kind. And now I will take my
departure, for the train will leave soon, and I must go at once.”
* * * * *
CHAPTER XXV.
THE SOURCES OF THE NILE.
At length, after an absence of four or five weeks, Dudleigh returned.
Edith had tried hard not to hope, so as to be prepared for a
disappointment; but after all, in spite of her efforts, she could not
help hoping. She put great confidence in Dudleigh's energy and
perseverance, and thought that he would be able not only to find out
where Sir Lionel might be, but even to see him, and make him acquainted
with her situation. He had already done so much for her that it seemed
quite possible for him to do this. As the days passed by she found
herself looking forward to his return as the time of her certain
deliverance, until at length hope grew into confidence, and the idea of
disappointment was completely driven away.
At last he came, and his first appearance put to flight all her hopes,
and filled her with a nameless terror. He looked dejected and weary. He
asked after her health, and whether she had been in any way molested;
after which Edith entreated him to tell her the worst.