The Living Link: A Novel — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Living Link: A Novel
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The doctor, who had found Sir Lionel's case so trifling, shook his head
seriously over Frederick Dalton. Dudleigh took up his station in that
room, and cared for the patient like a son. The day passed, and the
night, and the next morning, but Dalton grew no better. It was a strange
stupor which affected him, not like paralysis, but arising rather from
exhaustion, or some affection of the brain. The doctor called it
congestion. He lay in a kind of doze, without sense and without
suffering, swallowing any food or medicine that might be offered, but
never noticing any thing, and never answering any questions. His eyes
were closed at all times, and in that stupor he seemed to be in a state
of living death.
Edith's grief was profound; but in the midst of it she could not help
feeling wonder at the unexpected part which Dudleigh was performing. Who
was he that he should take so large a part in the care of her father?
Yet so it was; and Dudleigh seemed to think of nothing and see nothing
but that old man's wasted and prostrate form.
For the present, at least, departure from the inn was of course out of
the question. Edith's position was a very distressing one. Every
feeling of her heart impelled her to be present at her father's bedside,
but Dudleigh was present at that same bedside; and how could she
associate herself with him even there? At first she would enter the
room, and sit quietly by her father's bedside, and on such occasions
Dudleigh would respectfully withdraw; but this was unpleasant, and she
hardly knew what to do.
Two or three days thus passed, and on the third Dudleigh requested an
interview, to ask her, as he said, something about “Mr. Wiggins”--for
this was the name by which Mr. Dalton still was called. This request
Edith could not refuse.
Dudleigh entered with an air of profound respect.
“Miss Dalton,” said he, laying emphasis on that name, “nothing would
induce me to intrude upon you but my anxiety about your father. Deep as
your affection for him may be, it can hardly be greater than mine. I
would gladly lay down my life for him. At the same time, I understand
your feelings, and this is what I wish to speak about. I would give up
my place at his bedside altogether if you wished it, and you should not
be troubled by my presence; but I see that you are not strong enough to
be sole nurse, or to undertake the work that would be required of you,
and that your own affection for him would impose upon you. You yourself
are not strong, and you must take care of yourself for his sake. I will
not, therefore, give up to you all the care of your father, but I will
absent myself during the afternoon, and you will then have exclusive
care of him.”
Edith bowed without a word, and Dudleigh withdrew.