The Living Link: A Novel — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Living Link: A Novel
John Stuart Mill · en
Dudleigh was as devoted as ever to the sick man. He remained at his
bedside through the greater part of the nights and through the mornings.
In the afternoons he retired as before, and gave place to Edith. When
he was there he sometimes had a servant upon whom he could rely, and
then, if he felt unusual fatigue, and circumstances were favorable, he
was able to snatch a little sleep. He usually went to bed at two in the
afternoon, rose at seven, and in that brief sleep, with occasional naps
during the morning, obtained enough to last him for the day. With this
rest he was satisfied, and needed, or at least sought for, no
recreation. During the hours of the morning he was able to attend to
those outside duties that required overseeing or direction.
But while he watched in this way over the invalid, he was not a mere
watcher. That invalid required, after all, but little at the hands of
his nurses, and Dudleigh had much to do.
On his arrival at Dalton Hall he had possessed himself of all the papers
that his “double” had left behind him, and these he diligently studied,
so as to be able to carry out with the utmost efficiency the purpose
that he had in his mind. It was during the long watches of the night
that he studied these papers, trying to make out from them the manner of
life and the associates of the one who had left them, trying also to
arrive at some clew to his mysterious disappearance. This study he
could keep up without detriment to his office of attendant, and while
watching over the invalid he could carry out his investigations.
Sometimes, in the afternoons, after indulging in more frequent naps than
usual during the mornings, he was able to go out for a ride about the
grounds. He was a first-rate horseman, and Edith noticed his admirable
seat as she looked from the windows of her father's room.
Thus time went on.
Gradually Dudleigh and Edith began to occupy a different position toward
one another. At the inn their relations were as has been shown. But
after their arrival at Dalton Hall there occurred a gradual change.
As Edith came to the room on the first day, Dudleigh waited. On entering
she saw his eyes fixed on her with an expression of painful suspense, of
earnest, eager inquiry. In that eloquent appealing glance all his soul
seemed to beam from his eyes. It was reverent, it was almost humble, yet
it looked for some small concession. May I hope? it said. Will you give
a thought to me? See, I stand here, and I hang upon your look. Will you
turn away from me?
Edith did not repel that mute appeal. There was that in her face which
broke down Dudleigh's reserve. He advanced toward her and held out his
hand. She did not reject it.