"But I knew what a good honest fellow he was, and I determined to become
his friend. Alas! his friendship for me, because he intended to consult
me and tell me what he had discovered, cost him his life."
"Ah no!" she cried, "do not recall that. It is all too terrible--too
terrible!"
"I know what a blow it was for you," I went on madly. "I suffered all
your poignant grief because I loved you--"
"No, no?"
"Let me finish--let me tell you, Asta, now, once and for all, what I
feel and what is in my heart. I knew that, with memories of poor Guy
still upon you, that you could care nothing for me--perhaps barely like
me. I know that at first you almost felt you hated me, yet I have kept
my secret to myself, and I have loved you, Asta--loved you better than
mere words of mine can tell."
And I bent and drew her gently to me.
She made no response. Only she looked at me swiftly, and a long sigh
escaped her lips.
"In all my life I have never loved any woman but you--so long as I live
I never shall," I declared, in a fervent voice. "If you are not my
wife, Asta, then no other woman will ever be. I could not speak
before--I dared not. I could not think that you even liked me, and I
should have to take time to teach you the sweet lesson I longed to teach
you. But to-night, my beloved, I have thrown hesitation to the winds.
Now that you are to live, I have told you--I ask you, my love, to be my
wife!"
"And I--I thought--"
"Yes," I said, tightening my hold upon her hand and placing my arm
softly about her neck.
"I--I never thought that you loved me," she said suddenly. But the look
in her splendid eyes, the tone of her voice, the rare sweet smile which
parted her lips in sheer gladness, unconsciously shown at my confession,
told me more than a whole volume of words could have told me.
And slowly my lips met hers in a long kiss--a long, long kiss of
ecstatic love--a kiss that changed my whole life from that moment.
"I love you, dearest. I love you with all my soul," I said, looking
down at the pale, thin little face that rested upon my shoulder as she
lay.
"You love me?" Her words were scarcely a breath, but I heard them
clearly enough in the silence of the room.
"I love you," I repeated, with fervour and simplicity. "I love you,
Asta, as I have never loved, and as I shall never love again. But you--
it is of you that I have had the doubt; it is your love that I have
feared I might not yet have won. Have you nothing to say to me? You
rest here in my arms. You have let me kiss your lips--"
Through the room there sounded a half laugh, half sob that silenced me.
Two soft arms wound themselves about my throat and lay softly there; two
sweet tear-dimmed eyes looked straight into mine with something in their
depths that held me silent for sheer joy; and two warm lips lifted to
mine gave me back, shyly, one out of my many caresses.