The man she hated : $b or, Won by strategy — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The man she hated : $b or, Won by strategy
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“I will go back. Carl Bernicci would not think of going to New York to
look for me.”
The idea of any one else looking for her never occurred to her mind.
Mrs. Howard had flung her out of her heart and care as a disgraced,
unworthy creature, and Bayard Lorraine was perhaps dead by now--dead by
the hand of the man who claimed her as his wife, she thought, with a
violent shudder.
Yes, no one would search for her but the man whose love had been her
fate. He would pursue her with a love more unrelenting than hate, and
all her life she would have to evade him.
“I shall never dare to venture abroad without a disguise again,” she
thought anxiously, and when she sailed, a few weeks later, for America,
she went as a steerage passenger, an ignorant Irish girl, going to New
York to marry her lover, an Irish hod-carrier, who had left the old
country two years before, and was rich enough now to send money to his
sweetheart to follow him.
But when she applied at the factory for work, the Irish girl had
disappeared, and she was Widow Karrick, an Englishwoman, who dropped
her h’s persistently and wore blue glasses over her brown eyes, and a
little cap, in the English fashion, over a mop of thick black hair, in
which there were many streaks of gray.
She was dressed in rusty black, ill-made and ill-fitting, and was
altogether so shabby and ordinary-looking that very few noticed what
pretty features she had, as a dark, muddy complexion obscured their
beauty.
She was given a machine, and Mrs. Jones found that she was a good
worker. Beyond that she never took much notice of Mrs. Karrick, for, as
she said to her husband, when discussing the new hand, “foreigners were
never to her taste.”
Months came and went, and Fair, in her character of Widow Karrick,
worked on patiently and without molestation or recognition, among the
very companions she had dwelt among for years.
“They have forgotten my very name and existence,” she thought bitterly,
for in all those months no one ever recalled the past, or mentioned her
name. It had been so long ago that new interests absorbed the working
girls.
But their forgetfulness did not wound her half so much as the fact that
she had been disappointed in finding her old friend, Sadie Allen.
She had expected that Sadie would be working still at the machine next
her own, but she was mistaken. The kind, homely face of her friend
never made its appearance in the workrooms again, and she dared not
make any inquiries.
“Perhaps she never came back from Philadelphia,” she thought. “Perhaps
her sister died, and she had to remain there and take care of her
little orphan children.”
This belief seemed so plausible that she began at last to accept it as
the correct view. It never occurred to her that Sadie could be married.
To her knowledge, the girl had never had a beau. Young men did not care
for her because her face was so plain.