"My curse on him or her who seeks to step between me and the late
reparation I have sought to make. Weaker than most men, I have
submitted to your will, Margaret, up to this hour, but your reign is
over at last, and--and--" The passionate words died away, the feverish
energy succumbed, and with one last look into my face, Samuel Pollard
fell back upon his pillow, dead.
XIX.
A FATAL DELAY.
Would'st thou have that
Which thou esteem'st the ornament of life,
And live a coward in thine own esteem,
Letting "I dare not," wait upon "I would,"
Like the poor cat i' the adage?
--MACBETH.
He was to all appearance immediately forgotten. As with mutual consent
we all turned and faced each other, Mrs. Pollard with a stern,
inexorable look in her dark eye, which, while it held me enchained,
caused me to involuntarily lay my hand upon the document which I had
hidden in my breast She noticed the movement, and smiled darkly with a
sidelong look at her son. The smile and the look affected me strangely.
In them I seemed to detect something deeper than hatred and baffled
rage, and when in a moment later her son responded to her glance by
quietly withdrawing from the room, I felt such revolt against their
secrecy that for a moment I was tempted to abandon an undertaking that
promised to bring me in conflict with passions of so deep and
unrelenting a nature.
But the impression which the pain and despair of my dead friend had
made upon me was as yet too recent for me to yield to my first
momentary apprehensions; and summoning up what resolution I possessed,
I took my leave of Mrs. Pollard, and was hastening towards the door,
when her voice, rising cold and clear, arrested me.
"You think, then, that it is your duty to carry this paper from the
house, Mr. Barrows?"
"Yes, madam, I do," was my short reply.
"In spite of my protest and that of my son?"
"Yes, madam."
"Then upon your head be the consequences!" she exclaimed, and turned
her back upon me with a look which went with me as I closed the door
between us; lending a gloom to the unlighted halls and sombre
staircases that affected me almost with an impulse of fear.