For this cause, I Paul the _prisoner_ of Jesus Christ for you Gentiles,
if ye have heard of the dispensation of the grace of God, which is
given me to you ward. How that by _revelation_ he _made_ _known_ unto
me the mystery (as I wrote afore _in_ _few_ _words_, _whereby_, _when_
_ye_ _read_, _ye_ _may_ _understand_ my knowledge in _the_ _mystery_ of
Christ) _which_ in other ages _was_ not _made_ _known_ _unto_ _the_
_sons_ of men, as it is now revealed unto his holy Apostles and
Prophets by the Spirit, that the Gentiles should be _fellow-heirs_, and
_of_ the same body, and partakers of his promise in Christ, by the
Gospel whereof I was made a minister, according to the gift of the
_grace_ of God given unto me by the effectual working of his power.
Unto me, who am less than the least of all saints is this grace given,
that I should preach among the Gentiles the unsearchable riches of
Christ, and to make all men see what is the fellowship of the mystery,
which from the beginning of the world hath been hid in God, who created
all things by Jesus Christ: to the intent that now unto the
principalities and powers in heavenly]
It was but one of many, and you can imagine how difficult I found it to
continue with the service and put the subject from my mind till the
funeral was over and I could return to solitude and my third and final
examination into the meaning of this mysterious gift.
You can also imagine my wonder when by following out the plan I have
indicated, the subjoined sentences appeared, which, if somewhat
incoherent at times--as could only be expected from the limited means
at his command--certainly convey a decided meaning, especially after
receiving the punctuation and capital letters, which, after long study
and some after-knowledge of affairs, I have ventured upon giving them:
"My sin is ever before me.
"Correct, lest thou bring me to nothing.
"Do those things which are requisite and necessary for a pure and
humble one, Grace by name, begotten by son, he born of first wife and
not obedient to the law abroad, a prisoner.
"Revelation made known in few words whereby when ye read ye may
understand the mystery which was made known unto the sons, fellow-heirs
of Grace.
"Go and search diligently for the young child.
"The higher powers resist and are a terror to good works.
"Do that which is good and thou shalt have praise, minister of God.
"Wherefore ye must needs be subject for wrath, for they are attending
continually upon this thing.
"Render therefore to all their dues; tribute to whom tribute; honor to
whom honor.
"Two possessed of devils, exceeding fierce of the household, hope Grace
may evermore be cast away.
"They murmur against the good man of the house, and do not agree to
mercifully defend against perils in the city an honest and good heart.
"My will leave(s) heritage to Grace.
"The devil is against me.
"Behold a woman grievously vexed with lost sheep of the house.