The look she gave me at the completion of her words intensified this
conviction, and not feeling sufficiently sure of my duty to dispute her
at the present time, I took advantage of her determination, and
outwardly, if not inwardly, accepted her confession as true.
I therefore retreated from her side, and being anxious to avoid the
coroner, who was likely to enter at any minute, I confined myself to
asking a few leading questions, which being answered in a manner
seemingly frank, I professed myself satisfied with the result, and
hastily withdrew.
XXVI.
A FELINE TOUCH.
Thou hast not half the power to do me harm,
as I have to be hurt.
--OTHELLO.
The tumult in my mind and heart were great, but my task was not yet
completed, and till it was I could neither stop to analyze my emotions
nor measure the depths of darkness into which I had been plunged by an
occurrence as threatening to my peace as it was pitiful to my heart.
Mrs. Pollard was to be again, interviewed, and to that formidable duty
every thing bowed, even my need of rest and the demand which my whole
body made for refreshment.
It was eight o'clock when I stood for the second time that day at her
door; and, contrary to my expectations, I found as little difficulty in
entering as I had before. Indeed, the servant was even more affable and
obliging than he had been in the afternoon, and persisted in showing me
into a small room off the parlor, now empty of guests, and going at
once for Mrs. Pollard.
"She will see you, sir, I am sure," was his last remark as he went out
of the door, "for, though she is so very tired, she told me if you
called to ask you to wait."
I looked around on the somewhat desolate scene that presented itself,
and doubtingly shook my head. This seeming submission on the part of a
woman so indomitable as she, meant something. Either she was thoroughly
frightened or else she meditated some treachery. In either case I
needed all my self-command. Happily, the scene I had just quitted was
yet vividly impressed upon my mind, and while it remained so, I felt as
strong and unassailable as I had once felt weak and at the mercy of my
fears.
I did not have to wait long. Almost immediately upon the servant's
call, Mrs. Pollard entered the room and stood before me. Her first
glance told me all. She was frightened.
"Well?" she said, in a hard whisper, and with a covert look around as
if she feared the very walls might hear us. "You have found the girl
and you have come to ask for money. It is a reasonable request, and if
you do not ask too much you shall have it. I think it will heal all
wounds."
My indignation flared up through all my horror and dismay.
"Money?" I cried, "money? what good will money do the dead; you have
killed her, madam."
"Killed her?" No wonder she grew pale, no wonder she half gasped.
"Killed her?" she repeated.