“Oh,” said Jason. “I see you are set for confidences and that I’m in
the way. I’ll go out for a walk.”
“Stop!” I cried, turning on him once more. “Go, as far as I am
concerned, and God grant I may never see your face again. But
understand one thing. Keep out of the way of the man I fought with
just now for your sake. He promised, but even the promises of good and
just men may fail under temptation. Keep out of his way, I warn
you--now and always.”
“I’m obliged to you,” he answered, in a high-strung voice; “it seems
to be a choice of evils. I prefer evil anyway in the open air.”
I said not a word more and he left us, and I heard the front door
close on him. Then I turned to Zyp with an agony I could not control,
and she was crooning over her baby.
“Zyp, I oughtn’t to say it, I know. But--oh, Zyp! I thought all these
years you might be waiting for me.”
“Hush, Renny! You wrote so seldom, and--and I was a changeling, you
know, and longed for light and pleasure. And he seemed to promise
them--he was so beautiful, and so loving when he chose.”
“And you married him?”
“Dad wouldn’t hear of it. Sometimes I think, Renny, he was your
champion--dad, I mean--and wanted to keep me for you; and the very
suspicion made me rebellious. And in the end, we were married at a
registrar’s office, there in Winton, unknown to anybody.”
“How long ago was that?”
“It was last February and sometime in August dad found it out and
there was a scene. So Jason brought me to London.”
“Why, what was he doing to keep a wife?”
“I know nothing about that. Such things never enter my head, I think.
He always seemed to have money. Perhaps dad gave it to him. He was
afraid of Jason, I’m sure.”
“Zyp, why didn’t you ever--why did none of you ever write to me about
this?”
“Why, dad wrote, Renny! I know he did, the day we left. He wanted you
to come home again, now he was alone.”
“To come home? I never got the letter.”
“But he wrote, I’m certain, and didn’t Jason tell you?”
“He told me nothing--I didn’t even know he was married till
yesterday.”
I bent over the young wife as she sat rocking her baby.
“Zyp, I must go. My heart is very full of misery and confusion. I must
walk it off or sleep it off, or I think perhaps I shall go mad.”
“Did you love that girl, Renny?”
“No, Zyp. I have never had but one love in my life; and that I must
say no more about. I have to speak to you, however, about one who
did--a fierce, strong man, and utterly reckless when goaded to
revenge. He is a fellow-workman of mine--he used to be my best
friend--and, Zyp, his whole unselfish heart was given to this poor
girl. But it was her happiness he strove after, and when he fancied
that was centered in me--not him--he sacrificed himself and urged me
to win. And I should have tried, for I was very lonely in the world,
but that Jason--you know the truth already, Zyp--Jason came and took
her from me; that was three months ago, and last night she drowned
herself.”