“Well, dad,” I answered, cheerfully--for I would give no hint of
surprise before the other--“you said ‘come,’ and here I am.”
“A brave fellow--a brown, strong man!” He was feeling me over as he
spoke--running his thumb down the sinews of my hands--pinching the
firm arm in my sleeve.
“A strong man, my boy,” he said. “I bred him--he’s my son--I was the
same myself once.”
“You find your father altered--eh, Mr. Bookbinder?”
“If he is at all, doctor, it’s nothing that won’t improve on a little
management and wholesome company.”
“Well, he’s had plenty of mine.”
“Then his state’s accounted for,” I said.
The long man looked at me with an expression not pleasant.
“Ay,” he said. “There’s the old spirit forward again. We’ve done very
well without it since the last of the fry took themselves off.”
“It’s not company you batten on, doctor,” I said. “But loneliness
breeds other evils than coin-collecting.”
He stared at me a moment, then took off his hat with an ironical
sweep.
“I mustn’t forget my manners to a London rattle,” he said. “No doubt
you pride yourself on a very pretty wit, sir. But while you talk my
lunch grows cold; so I’ll even take the liberty of wishing you
good-morning.”
He walked off, snapping his fingers on either side of him.
When he was gone, I took my father’s arm and passed it through mine.
“Strong boy,” he said, affectionately--then whispered in my ear:
“That’s a terrible man, Renalt! Be careful before you offend him.”
I looked at him in startled wonder. This was not how he was used to
speak.
“I hold him as cheap as any other dog,” said I.
He patted my hand with a little sigh of comfortable admiration.
“I want you at home,” he said, “all to myself. I’m glad that you’ve
come, Renalt. It’s lonely in the old mill nowadays.”
As we walked, my heart was filled with remorseful pondering over the
wrecked figure at my side. Why had I never known of this change in it?
What had caused it, indeed? Gloomy, sinister remembrances of my
one-time suspicion of some nameless hold that the doctor had over my
father stirred in me and woke a deep anger against fate. Were we all
of us, for no fault of our own, to be forever stunted in our lives and
oppressed by the malign influence of the place that had given us
birth? It was hateful and monstrous. What fight could a human being
show against foes who shot their poison from places beyond the limits
of his understanding?
A trifle more aged looking--a trifle more crazy and dark and
weather-stained--the old mill looked to my returning vision, and that
was all. The atmosphere of the place was cold and eerie and haunted as
ever.
But a great feast awaited the returned prodigal. The sitting-room
table fairly sparkled with unwonted dainties of the season, and a red
fire crackled on the hearth.
My father pressed me into a chair; he heaped good things upon my
plate; he could not do enough to prove the warmth of his welcome and
the pathos of loneliness that underlay it.