One moment, fate-stricken, I heard in the silence the heavy drip of
something going pattering down into the pit--the next, darkness
overwhelmed and the world ceased for me.
* * * * *
Did I ever see Zyp again? I know that some one came to me, lying
entranced in a long, sick dream, who bore her resemblance, at least,
and who spoke gentle words to me and put cold, sweet drink to my lips.
But, when I woke at last, she was not there--only a kind, soft woman,
a ministering nurse, who moved without noise, and foresaw all my
fretful wants.
If she came, she went and left no trace; and I know in my heart I am
never to see her more.
And here, month by month, I sit alone in the old haunted, crazy
place--alone with my memories and my ghosts and my ancient fruitless
regrets.
Dolly and my father--the doctor, and those other two, found far away,
welded in a dead embrace, and crushed and dinted one into the
other--the fair and the ugly, all, all gone, and I am alone.
I am not thirty, yet my hair is white and it is time I was gone.
And to hear death knock at my door this very night would be ecstasy.
[THE END.]
TRANSCRIBER’S NOTES.
The edition published by John Long (London, 1902) was referenced for
most of the changes listed below.
Minor spelling inconsistencies (_e.g._ finger-tips/finger tips,
footfalls/foot-falls, etc.) and obsolete spellings (_e.g._ clew,
grewsome, etc.) have been preserved.
Alterations to the text:
Add TOC.
Assorted punctuation corrections.
[Chapter V]
Change (“It’s awful and _its_ grand, but there are always”) to _it’s_.
“and she _fell_ at home among the flowers at once” to _felt_.
“forever and a day, Mr. _Ralf_ Trender” to _Ralph_.
“_Its_ naught that concerns you,” to _It’s_.
[Chapter VIII]
“on the _wash hand stand_ a rush candle” to _wash-hand stand_.
[Chapter X]
(glancing at me, “_Dad_ thought there ought to be) to _dad_.
[Chapter XIV]
“on which a protruding red _upperlip_ lay like” to _upper lip_.
“I had been with him getting on a a year” delete one _a_.
[Chapter XV]
“eye to find flaws in my _phrasology_” to _phraseology_.
[Chapter XVII]
“something the fascinating figure she always was” add _of_ after
_something_.
[Chapter XVII]
(“passion of the past” the _poet_ strove to explore) to _poets_.
[Chapter XXI]
“another weekly dissipation on _Hampsted_ heath is over” to
_Hampstead_.
[Chapter XXIII]
(“Well, _its_ best,” I muttered at last) to _it’s_.
[Chapter XXX]
(“I mean it _to_,” I said) to _too_.
[Chapter XLI]
“It is the man’s _were wolf_, my good friend” to _werewolf_.
[Chapter XLII]
(“question, mon _frere_, and I will answer.”) to _frère_.
[Chapter XLIII]
“and sobbing like _an_ hysterical school-girl.” to _a_.
[Chapter XLV]
“I was doing so _matter-in-fact_ as to half-cure me” to
_matter-of-fact_.
[Chapter XLVI]
“and well out of the _perdendicular_” to _perpendicular_.
[Chapter LI]
(to a patient I once attended. _Good night_.”) to _Good-night_.
[Chapter LII]