“Yes, I sent Luke directly they’d put the bailies in, and your aunt
Pullet’s been—and, oh dear, oh dear, she cries so and says your
father’s disgraced my family and made it the talk o’ the country; and
she’ll buy the spotted cloths for herself, because she’s never had so
many as she wanted o’ that pattern, and they sha’n’t go to strangers,
but she’s got more checks a’ready nor she can do with.” (Here Mrs
Tulliver began to lay back the tablecloths in the chest, folding and
stroking them automatically.) “And your uncle Glegg’s been too, and he
says things must be bought in for us to lie down on, but he must talk
to your aunt; and they’re all coming to consult. But I know they’ll
none of ’em take my chany,” she added, turning toward the cups and
saucers, “for they all found fault with ’em when I bought ’em, ’cause
o’ the small gold sprig all over ’em, between the flowers. But there’s
none of ’em got better chany, not even your aunt Pullet herself; and I
bought it wi’ my own money as I’d saved ever since I was turned
fifteen; and the silver teapot, too,—your father never paid for ’em.
And to think as he should ha’ married me, and brought me to this.”
Mrs Tulliver burst out crying afresh, and she sobbed with her
handkerchief at her eyes a few moments, but then removing it, she said
in a deprecating way, still half sobbing, as if she were called upon to
speak before she could command her voice,—
“And I _did_ say to him times and times, ‘Whativer you do, don’t go to
law,’ and what more could I do? I’ve had to sit by while my own
fortin’s been spent, and what should ha’ been my children’s, too.
You’ll have niver a penny, my boy—but it isn’t your poor mother’s
fault.”
She put out one arm toward Tom, looking up at him piteously with her
helpless, childish blue eyes. The poor lad went to her and kissed her,
and she clung to him. For the first time Tom thought of his father with
some reproach. His natural inclination to blame, hitherto kept entirely
in abeyance toward his father by the predisposition to think him always
right, simply on the ground that he was Tom Tulliver’s father, was
turned into this new channel by his mother’s plaints; and with his
indignation against Wakem there began to mingle some indignation of
another sort. Perhaps his father might have helped bringing them all
down in the world, and making people talk of them with contempt, but no
one should talk long of Tom Tulliver with contempt.
The natural strength and firmness of his nature was beginning to assert
itself, urged by the double stimulus of resentment against his aunts,
and the sense that he must behave like a man and take care of his
mother.
“Don’t fret, mother,” he said tenderly. “I shall soon be able to get
money; I’ll get a situation of some sort.”
“Bless you, my boy!” said Mrs Tulliver, a little soothed. Then, looking
round sadly, “But I shouldn’t ha’ minded so much if we could ha’ kept
the things wi’ my name on ’em.”