Still, it was clear that Mr Deane was kindly disposed toward the
Tullivers. One day he had brought Lucy, who was come home for the
Christmas holidays, and the little blond angel-head had pressed itself
against Maggie’s darker cheek with many kisses and some tears. These
fair slim daughters keep up a tender spot in the heart of many a
respectable partner in a respectable firm, and perhaps Lucy’s anxious,
pitying questions about her poor cousins helped to make uncle Deane
more prompt in finding Tom a temporary place in the warehouse, and in
putting him in the way of getting evening lessons in book-keeping and
calculation.
That might have cheered the lad and fed his hopes a little, if there
had not come at the same time the much-dreaded blow of finding that his
father must be a bankrupt, after all; at least, the creditors must be
asked to take less than their due, which to Tom’s untechnical mind was
the same thing as bankruptcy. His father must not only be said to have
“lost his property,” but to have “failed,”—the word that carried the
worst obloquy to Tom’s mind. For when the defendant’s claim for costs
had been satisfied, there would remain the friendly bill of Mr Gore,
and the deficiency at the bank, as well as the other debts which would
make the assets shrink into unequivocal disproportion; “not more than
ten or twelve shillings in the pound,” predicted Mr Deane, in a decided
tone, tightening his lips; and the words fell on Tom like a scalding
liquid, leaving a continual smart.
He was sadly in want of something to keep up his spirits a little in
the unpleasant newness of his position,—suddenly transported from the
easy carpeted _ennui_ of study-hours at Mr Stelling’s, and the busy
idleness of castle-building in a “last half” at school, to the
companionship of sacks and hides, and bawling men thundering down heavy
weights at his elbow. The first step toward getting on in the world was
a chill, dusty, noisy affair, and implied going without one’s tea in
order to stay in St Ogg’s and have an evening lesson from a one-armed
elderly clerk, in a room smelling strongly of bad tobacco. Tom’s young
pink-and-white face had its colours very much deadened by the time he
took off his hat at home, and sat down with keen hunger to his supper.
No wonder he was a little cross if his mother or Maggie spoke to him.