The Mill on the Floss — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Mill on the Floss
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But it is really impossible to decide this question by a glance at his
person; the lines and lights of the human countenance are like other
symbols,—not always easy to read without a key. On an _a priori_ view
of Wakem’s aquiline nose, which offended Mr Tulliver, there was not
more rascality than in the shape of his stiff shirt-collar, though this
too along with his nose, might have become fraught with damnatory
meaning when once the rascality was ascertained.
“Mrs Tulliver, I think?” said Mr Wakem.
“Yes, sir; Miss Elizabeth Dodson as was.”
“Pray be seated. You have some business with me?”
“Well, sir, yes,” said Mrs Tulliver, beginning to feel alarmed at her
own courage, now she was really in presence of the formidable man, and
reflecting that she had not settled with herself how she should begin.
Mr Wakem felt in his waistcoat pockets, and looked at her in silence.
“I hope, sir,” she began at last,—“I hope, sir, you’re not a-thinking
as _I_ bear you any ill-will because o’ my husband’s losing his
lawsuit, and the bailies being put in, and the linen being sold,—oh
dear!—for I wasn’t brought up in that way. I’m sure you remember my
father, sir, for he was close friends with Squire Darleigh, and we
allays went to the dances there, the Miss Dodsons,—nobody could be more
looked on,—and justly, for there was four of us, and you’re quite aware
as Mrs Glegg and Mrs Deane are my sisters. And as for going to law and
losing money, and having sales before you’re dead, I never saw anything
o’ that before I was married, nor for a long while after. And I’m not
to be answerable for my bad luck i’ marrying out o’ my own family into
one where the goings-on was different. And as for being drawn in t’
abuse you as other folks abuse you, sir, _that_ I niver was, and nobody
can say it of me.”
Mrs Tulliver shook her head a little, and looked at the hem of her
pocket handkerchief.
“I’ve no doubt of what you say, Mrs Tulliver,” said Mr Wakem, with cold
politeness. “But you have some question to ask me?”
“Well, sir, yes. But that’s what I’ve said to myself,—I’ve said you’d
had some nat’ral feeling; and as for my husband, as hasn’t been himself
for this two months, I’m not a-defending him, in no way, for being so
hot about th’ erigation,—not but what there’s worse men, for he never
wronged nobody of a shilling nor a penny, not willingly; and as for his
fieriness and lawing, what could I do? And him struck as if it was with
death when he got the letter as said you’d the hold upo’ the land. But
I can’t believe but what you’ll behave as a gentleman.”
“What does all this mean, Mrs Tulliver?” said Mr Wakem rather sharply.
“What do you want to ask me?”
“Why, sir, if you’ll be so good,” said Mrs Tulliver, starting a little,
and speaking more hurriedly,—“if you’ll be so good not to buy the mill
an’ the land,—the land wouldn’t so much matter, only my husband ull’ be
like mad at your having it.”