“Well, then, I desire as nothing may be done without my knowing. I
don’t say as I sha’n’t venture twenty pounds, if you make out as
everything’s right and safe. And if I do, Tom,” concluded Mrs Glegg,
turning impressively to her nephew, “I hope you’ll allays bear it in
mind and be grateful for such an aunt. I mean you to pay me interest,
you know; I don’t approve o’ giving; we niver looked for that in _my_
family.”
“Thank you, aunt,” said Tom, rather proudly. “I prefer having the money
only lent to me.”
“Very well; that’s the Dodson sperrit,” said Mrs Glegg, rising to get
her knitting with the sense that any further remark after this would be
bathos.
Salt—that eminently “briny chap”—having been discovered in a cloud of
tobacco-smoke at the Anchor Tavern, Mr Glegg commenced inquiries which
turned out satisfactorily enough to warrant the advance of the
“nest-egg,” to which aunt Glegg contributed twenty pounds; and in this
modest beginning you see the ground of a fact which might otherwise
surprise you; namely, Tom’s accumulation of a fund, unknown to his
father, that promised in no very long time to meet the more tardy
process of saving, and quite cover the deficit. When once his attention
had been turned to this source of gain, Tom determined to make the most
of it, and lost no opportunity of obtaining information and extending
his small enterprises. In not telling his father, he was influenced by
that strange mixture of opposite feelings which often gives equal truth
to those who blame an action and those who admire it,—partly, it was
that disinclination to confidence which is seen between near kindred,
that family repulsion which spoils the most sacred relations of our
lives; partly, it was the desire to surprise his father with a great
joy. He did not see that it would have been better to soothe the
interval with a new hope, and prevent the delirium of a too sudden
elation.
At the time of Maggie’s first meeting with Philip, Tom had already
nearly a hundred and fifty pounds of his own capital; and while they
were walking by the evening light in the Red Deeps, he, by the same
evening light, was riding into Laceham, proud of being on his first
journey on behalf of Guest & Co., and revolving in his mind all the
chances that by the end of another year he should have doubled his
gains, lifted off the obloquy of debt from his father’s name, and
perhaps—for he should be twenty-one—have got a new start for himself,
on a higher platform of employment. Did he not desire it? He was quite
sure that he did.
Chapter III.
The Wavering Balance