The Mill on the Floss — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Mill on the Floss
John Stuart Mill · en
Sinbad was Lucy’s chestnut horse, that she always fed with her own hand
when he was turned out in the paddock. She was fond of feeding
dependent creatures, and knew the private tastes of all the animals
about the house, delighting in the little rippling sounds of her
canaries when their beaks were busy with fresh seed, and in the small
nibbling pleasures of certain animals which, lest she should appear too
trivial, I will here call “the more familiar rodents.”
Was not Stephen Guest right in his decided opinion that this slim
maiden of eighteen was quite the sort of wife a man would not be likely
to repent of marrying,—a woman who was loving and thoughtful for other
women, not giving them Judas-kisses with eyes askance on their welcome
defects, but with real care and vision for their half-hidden pains and
mortifications, with long ruminating enjoyment of little pleasures
prepared for them? Perhaps the emphasis of his admiration did not fall
precisely on this rarest quality in her; perhaps he approved his own
choice of her chiefly because she did not strike him as a remarkable
rarity. A man likes his wife to be pretty; well, Lucy was pretty, but
not to a maddening extent. A man likes his wife to be accomplished,
gentle, affectionate, and not stupid; and Lucy had all these
qualifications. Stephen was not surprised to find himself in love with
her, and was conscious of excellent judgment in preferring her to Miss
Leyburn, the daughter of the county member, although Lucy was only the
daughter of his father’s subordinate partner; besides, he had had to
defy and overcome a slight unwillingness and disappointment in his
father and sisters,—a circumstance which gives a young man an agreeable
consciousness of his own dignity. Stephen was aware that he had sense
and independence enough to choose the wife who was likely to make him
happy, unbiassed by any indirect considerations. He meant to choose
Lucy; she was a little darling, and exactly the sort of woman he had
always admired.
Chapter II.
First Impressions
“He is very clever, Maggie,” said Lucy. She was kneeling on a footstool
at Maggie’s feet, after placing that dark lady in the large
crimson-velvet chair. “I feel sure you will like him. I hope you will.”
“I shall be very difficult to please,” said Maggie, smiling, and
holding up one of Lucy’s long curls, that the sunlight might shine
through it. “A gentleman who thinks he is good enough for Lucy must
expect to be sharply criticised.”
“Indeed, he’s a great deal too good for me. And sometimes, when he is
away, I almost think it can’t really be that he loves me. But I can
never doubt it when he is with me, though I couldn’t bear any one but
you to know that I feel in that way, Maggie.”
“Oh, then, if I disapprove of him you can give him up, since you are
not engaged,” said Maggie, with playful gravity.