She flashed a slightly defiant look at him; it was clear to her that he
had been drawing a satirical portrait of her beforehand. Lucy had said
he was inclined to be satirical, and Maggie had mentally supplied the
addition, “and rather conceited.”
“An alarming amount of devil there,” was Stephen’s first thought. The
second, when she had bent over her work, was, “I wish she would look at
me again.” The next was to answer,—
“I suppose all phrases of mere compliment have their turn to be true. A
man is occasionally grateful when he says ‘Thank you.’ It’s rather hard
upon him that he must use the same words with which all the world
declines a disagreeable invitation, don’t you think so, Miss Tulliver?”
“No,” said Maggie, looking at him with her direct glance; “if we use
common words on a great occasion, they are the more striking, because
they are felt at once to have a particular meaning, like old banners,
or everyday clothes, hung up in a sacred place.”
“Then my compliment ought to be eloquent,” said Stephen, really not
quite knowing what he said while Maggie looked at him, “seeing that the
words were so far beneath the occasion.”
“No compliment can be eloquent, except as an expression of
indifference,” said Maggie, flushing a little.
Lucy was rather alarmed; she thought Stephen and Maggie were not going
to like each other. She had always feared lest Maggie should appear too
old and clever to please that critical gentleman. “Why, dear Maggie,”
she interposed, “you have always pretended that you are too fond of
being admired; and now, I think, you are angry because some one
ventures to admire you.”
“Not at all,” said Maggie; “I like too well to feel that I am admired,
but compliments never make me feel that.”
“I will never pay you a compliment again, Miss Tulliver,” said Stephen.
“Thank you; that will be a proof of respect.”
Poor Maggie! She was so unused to society that she could take nothing
as a matter of course, and had never in her life spoken from the lips
merely, so that she must necessarily appear absurd to more experienced
ladies, from the excessive feeling she was apt to throw into very
trivial incidents. But she was even conscious herself of a little
absurdity in this instance. It was true she had a theoretic objection
to compliments, and had once said impatiently to Philip that she didn’t
see why women were to be told with a simper that they were beautiful,
any more than old men were to be told that they were venerable; still,
to be so irritated by a common practice in the case of a stranger like
Mr Stephen Guest, and to care about his having spoken slightingly of
her before he had seen her, was certainly unreasonable, and as soon as
she was silent she began to be ashamed of herself. It did not occur to
her that her irritation was due to the pleasanter emotion which
preceded it, just as when we are satisfied with a sense of glowing
warmth an innocent drop of cold water may fall upon us as a sudden
smart.