Gentlemen, you are aware, are apt to impart these imprudent confidences
to ladies concerning their unfavourable opinion of sister fair ones.
That is why so many women have the advantage of knowing that they are
secretly repulsive to men who have self-denyingly made ardent love to
them. And hardly anything could be more distinctively characteristic of
Lucy than that she both implicitly believed what Stephen said, and was
determined that Maggie should not know it. But you, who have a higher
logic than the verbal to guide you, have already foreseen, as the
direct sequence to that unfavourable opinion of Stephen’s, that he
walked down to the boathouse calculating, by the aid of a vivid
imagination, that Maggie must give him her hand at least twice in
consequence of this pleasant boating plan, and that a gentleman who
wishes ladies to look at him is advantageously situated when he is
rowing them in a boat. What then? Had he fallen in love with this
surprising daughter of Mrs Tulliver at first sight? Certainly not. Such
passions are never heard of in real life. Besides, he was in love
already, and half-engaged to the dearest little creature in the world;
and he was not a man to make a fool of himself in any way. But when one
is five-and-twenty, one has not chalk-stones at one’s finger-ends that
the touch of a handsome girl should be entirely indifferent. It was
perfectly natural and safe to admire beauty and enjoy looking at it,—at
least under such circumstances as the present. And there was really
something very interesting about this girl, with her poverty and
troubles; it was gratifying to see the friendship between the two
cousins. Generally, Stephen admitted, he was not fond of women who had
any peculiarity of character, but here the peculiarity seemed really of
a superior kind, and provided one is not obliged to marry such women,
why, they certainly make a variety in social intercourse.
Maggie did not fulfil Stephen’s hope by looking at him during the first
quarter of an hour; her eyes were too full of the old banks that she
knew so well. She felt lonely, cut off from Philip,—the only person who
had ever seemed to love her devotedly, as she had always longed to be
loved. But presently the rhythmic movement of the oars attracted her,
and she thought she should like to learn how to row. This roused her
from her reverie, and she asked if she might take an oar. It appeared
that she required much teaching, and she became ambitious. The exercise
brought the warm blood into her cheeks, and made her inclined to take
her lesson merrily.
“I shall not be satisfied until I can manage both oars, and row you and
Lucy,” she said, looking very bright as she stepped out of the boat.
Maggie, we know, was apt to forget the thing she was doing, and she had
chosen an inopportune moment for her remark; her foot slipped, but
happily Mr Stephen Guest held her hand, and kept her up with a firm
grasp.