every day there was the same tender politeness toward her, the same
consciousness of her wants and care to supply them. Was there really
the same? It seemed to Lucy that there was more; and it was no wonder
that the real significance of the change escaped her. It was a subtle
act of conscience in Stephen that even he himself was not aware of. His
personal attentions to Maggie were comparatively slight, and there had
even sprung up an apparent distance between them, that prevented the
renewal of that faint resemblance to gallantry into which he had fallen
the first day in the boat. If Stephen came in when Lucy was out of the
room, if Lucy left them together, they never spoke to each other;
Stephen, perhaps, seemed to be examining books or music, and Maggie
bent her head assiduously over her work. Each was oppressively
conscious of the other’s presence, even to the finger-ends. Yet each
looked and longed for the same thing to happen the next day. Neither of
them had begun to reflect on the matter, or silently to ask, “To what
does all this tend?” Maggie only felt that life was revealing something
quite new to her; and she was absorbed in the direct, immediate
experience, without any energy left for taking account of it and
reasoning about it. Stephen wilfully abstained from self-questioning,
and would not admit to himself that he felt an influence which was to
have any determining effect on his conduct. And when Lucy came into the
room again, they were once more unconstrained; Maggie could contradict
Stephen, and laugh at him, and he could recommend to her consideration
the example of that most charming heroine, Miss Sophia Western, who had
a great “respect for the understandings of men.” Maggie could look at
Stephen, which, for some reason or other she always avoided when they
were alone; and he could even ask her to play his accompaniment for
him, since Lucy’s fingers were so busy with that bazaar-work, and
lecture her on hurrying the tempo, which was certainly Maggie’s weak
point.
One day—it was the day of Philip’s return—Lucy had formed a sudden
engagement to spend the evening with Mrs Kenn, whose delicate state of
health, threatening to become confirmed illness through an attack of
bronchitis, obliged her to resign her functions at the coming bazaar
into the hands of other ladies, of whom she wished Lucy to be one. The
engagement had been formed in Stephen’s presence, and he had heard Lucy
promise to dine early and call at six o’clock for Miss Torry, who
brought Mrs Kenn’s request.