“This was very good and virtuous of you,” she said, in her pretty
treble, like the low conversational notes of little birds, “to come so
soon after your arrival. And as it is, I think I will pardon you for
running away in an inopportune manner, and giving your friends no
notice. Come and sit down here,” she went on, placing the chair that
would suit him best, “and you shall find yourself treated mercifully.”
“You will never govern well, Miss Deane,” said Philip, as he seated
himself, “because no one will ever believe in your severity. People
will always encourage themselves in misdemeanours by the certainty that
you will be indulgent.”
Lucy gave some playful contradiction, but Philip did not hear what it
was, for he had naturally turned toward Maggie, and she was looking at
him with that open, affectionate scrutiny which we give to a friend
from whom we have been long separated. What a moment their parting had
been! And Philip felt as if he were only in the morrow of it. He felt
this so keenly,—with such intense, detailed remembrance, with such
passionate revival of all that had been said and looked in their last
conversation,—that with that jealousy and distrust which in diffident
natures is almost inevitably linked with a strong feeling, he thought
he read in Maggie’s glance and manner the evidence of a change. The
very fact that he feared and half expected it would be sure to make
this thought rush in, in the absence of positive proof to the contrary.
“I am having a great holiday, am I not?” said Maggie. “Lucy is like a
fairy godmother; she has turned me from a drudge into a princess in no
time. I do nothing but indulge myself all day long, and she always
finds out what I want before I know it myself.”
“I am sure she is the happier for having you, then,” said Philip. “You
must be better than a whole menagerie of pets to her. And you look
well. You are benefiting by the change.”
Artificial conversation of this sort went on a little while, till Lucy,
determined to put an end to it, exclaimed, with a good imitation of
annoyance, that she had forgotten something, and was quickly out of the
room.
In a moment Maggie and Philip leaned forward, and the hands were
clasped again, with a look of sad contentment, like that of friends who
meet in the memory of recent sorrow.
“I told my brother I wished to see you, Philip; I asked him to release
me from my promise, and he consented.”
Maggie, in her impulsiveness, wanted Philip to know at once the
position they must hold toward each other; but she checked herself. The
things that had happened since he had spoken of his love for her were
so painful that she shrank from being the first to allude to them. It
seemed almost like an injury toward Philip even to mention her
brother,—her brother, who had insulted him. But he was thinking too
entirely of her to be sensitive on any other point at that moment.
“Then we can at least be friends, Maggie? There is nothing to hinder
that now?”