It was not quite unintentionally that Philip had wandered into this
song, which might be an indirect expression to Maggie of what he could
not prevail on himself to say to her directly. Her ears had been open
to what he was saying, and when he began to sing, she understood the
plaintive passion of the music. That pleading tenor had no very fine
qualities as a voice, but it was not quite new to her; it had sung to
her by snatches, in a subdued way, among the grassy walks and hollows,
and underneath the leaning ash-tree in the Red Deeps. There seemed to
be some reproach in the words; did Philip mean that? She wished she had
assured him more distinctly in their conversation that she desired not
to renew the hope of love between them, _only_ because it clashed with
her inevitable circumstances. She was touched, not thrilled by the
song; it suggested distinct memories and thoughts, and brought quiet
regret in the place of excitement.
“That’s the way with you tenors,” said Stephen, who was waiting with
music in his hand while Philip finished the song. “You demoralise the
fair sex by warbling your sentimental love and constancy under all
sorts of vile treatment. Nothing short of having your heads served up
in a dish like that mediæval tenor or troubadour, would prevent you
from expressing your entire resignation. I must administer an antidote,
while Miss Deane prepares to tear herself away from her bobbins.”
Stephen rolled out, with saucy energy,—
“Shall I, wasting in despair,
Die because a woman’s fair?”
and seemed to make all the air in the room alive with a new influence.
Lucy, always proud of what Stephen did, went toward the piano with
laughing, admiring looks at him; and Maggie, in spite of her resistance
to the spirit of the song and to the singer, was taken hold of and
shaken by the invisible influence,—was borne along by a wave too strong
for her.
But, angrily resolved not to betray herself, she seized her work, and
went on making false stitches and pricking her fingers with much
perseverance, not looking up or taking notice of what was going
forward, until all the three voices united in “Let us take the road.”