It was but an ordinary act of politeness in Stephen; it had hardly
taken two minutes; and Lucy, who was singing, scarcely noticed it. But
to Philip’s mind, filled already with a vague anxiety that was likely
to find a definite ground for itself in any trivial incident, this
sudden eagerness in Stephen, and the change in Maggie’s face, which was
plainly reflecting a beam from his, seemed so strong a contrast with
the previous overwrought signs of indifference, as to be charged with
painful meaning. Stephen’s voice, pouring in again, jarred upon his
nervous susceptibility as if it had been the clang of sheet-iron, and
he felt inclined to make the piano shriek in utter discord. He had
really seen no communicable ground for suspecting any ususual feeling
between Stephen and Maggie; his own reason told him so, and he wanted
to go home at once that he might reflect coolly on these false images,
till he had convinced himself of their nullity. But then, again, he
wanted to stay as long as Stephen stayed,—always to be present when
Stephen was present with Maggie. It seemed to poor Philip so natural,
nay, inevitable, that any man who was near Maggie should fall in love
with her! There was no promise of happiness for her if she were
beguiled into loving Stephen Guest; and this thought emboldened Philip
to view his own love for her in the light of a less unequal offering.
He was beginning to play very falsely under this deafening inward
tumult, and Lucy was looking at him in astonishment, when Mrs
Tulliver’s entrance to summon them to lunch came as an excuse for
abruptly breaking off the music.
“Ah, Mr Philip!” said Mr Deane, when they entered the dining-room,
“I’ve not seen you for a long while. Your father’s not at home, I
think, is he? I went after him to the office the other day, and they
said he was out of town.”
“He’s been to Mudport on business for several days,” said Philip; “but
he’s come back now.”
“As fond of his farming hobby as ever, eh?”
“I believe so,” said Philip, rather wondering at this sudden interest
in his father’s pursuits.
“Ah!” said Mr Deane, “he’s got some land in his own hands on this side
the river as well as the other, I think?”
“Yes, he has.”
“Ah!” continued Mr Deane, as he dispensed the pigeonpie, “he must find
farming a heavy item,—an expensive hobby. I never had a hobby myself,
never would give in to that. And the worst of all hobbies are those
that people think they can get money at. They shoot their money down
like corn out of a sack then.”