"I am thankful to say that I left your dear mother resting peacefully,"
he observed in a whisper. "You must have had a distressing journey, Mr.
Gay?"
"I was very much alarmed," replied Gay, with a nervous gesture as if he
were pushing aside a disagreeable responsibility. "The note took three
days to find me, and I didn't know until I got here whether she was
alive or dead."
"It is easy to understand your feelings," returned the rector, still
whispering though Gay had spoken in his natural voice. "Such a mother
as yours deserves the most careful cherishing that you can give her. To
know her has been an inspiration, and I am never tired of repeating that
her presence in the parish, and occasional attendance at church, are
privileges for which we should not forget to be thankful. It is not
possible, I believe, for any woman to approach more closely the perfect
example of her sex."
"Perhaps I had better go up to her at once. We are deeply grateful to
you, Mr. Mullen, for your sympathy."
"Who would not have felt?" rejoined the other, and taking up his hat
from the table, he went out, still treading softly as though he were
walking upon something he feared to hurt.
"Poor mother! It's wonderful the way she has with people!" exclaimed
Gay, turning to Kesiah.
"She's always had it with men--there's something so appealing about her.
You'll be very careful what you say to her, Jonathan."
"Oh, I'll not confess my sins, if that's what you mean," he responded as
he ascended the staircase.
The room was fragrant with burning cedar, and from the dormer-windows,
latticed by boughs, a band of sunlight stretched over the carpet to the
high white bed in which his mother was lying. Her plaintive blue eyes,
which clung to him when he entered, appeared to say; "Yes, see how they
have hurt me--a poor frail creature." Above her forehead her hair, which
was going grey, broke into a mist, and spread in soft, pale strands over
the pillow. Never had her helpless sweetness appealed so strongly to his
emotions, as when she laid her hand on his arm and said in an apologetic
whisper:
"Dear boy, how I hated to bring you back."
"As if I wouldn't have come from the end of the world, dearest mother,"
he answered.
He had fallen on his knees by her bed, but when Kesiah brought him a
chair, he rose and settled himself more comfortably.
"I wanted you, dear, but if you knew how I dreaded to become a drag
on you. Men must be free, I know--never let me interfere with your
freedom--I feel such a helpless, burdensome creature."
"If you could only see how young and lovely you look even when you
are ill, you would never fear becoming a burden. In spite of your grey
hairs, you might pass for a girl at this minute."
"You wicked flatterer!--but, oh, Jonathan, I've had a blow!"
"I understand. It must have been rough."