The sight of a doctor's gig standing at the side door gave me my first
shock. Mrs. Ocumpaugh was ill, then, really ill. Yet if I came to make
her better? I stood irresolute till I saw the doctor come out; then I
walked boldly up and asked for Miss Porter.
Just what Mrs. Carew had advised me not to do.
Miss Porter came. She recognized me, but only to express her sorrow that
Mrs. Ocumpaugh was totally unfit to see any one to-day.
"Not if he brings news?"
"News?"
"I have news, but of a delicate nature. I should like the privilege of
imparting the same to Mrs. Ocumpaugh herself."
"Impossible."
"Excuse me, if I urge it."
"She can not see you. The doctor who has just gone says that at all
hazards she must be kept quiet to-day. Won't Mr. Atwater do? Is it--is
it good news?"
"That, Mrs. Ocumpaugh alone can say."
"See Mr. Atwater; I will call him."
"I have nothing to say to _him_."
"But--"
"Let me advise you. Leave it to Mrs. Ocumpaugh. Take this paper up to
her--it is only a sketch--and inform her that the person who drew it has
something of importance to say either to her or to Mr. Atwater, and let
her decide which it shall be. You may, if you wish, mention my name."
"I do not understand."
"You hold my credentials," I said and smiled.
She glanced at the paper I had placed in her hand. It was a folded one,
fastened something like an envelope.
"I can not conceive,--" she began.
I did not scruple to interrupt her.
"Mrs. Ocumpaugh has a right to the privilege of seeing what I have
sketched there," I said with what impressiveness I could, though my
heart was heavy with doubt. "Will you believe that what I ask is for the
best and take this envelope to her? It may mean the ultimate restoration
of her child."
"This paper?"
"Yes, Miss Porter."
She did not try to hide her incredulity.
"I do not see how a picture--yet you seem very much in earnest--and I
know she has confidence in you, she and Mr. Ocumpaugh, too. I will take
it to her if you can assure me that good will come of it and no more
false hopes to destroy the little courage she has left."
"I can not promise that. I believe that she will wish to receive me and
hear all I have to say after seeing what that envelope contains. That is
as far as I can honestly go."
"It does not satisfy me. If it were not for the nearness of Mr.
Ocumpaugh's return, I would have nothing to do with it. He must hear at
Sandy Hook that some definite news has been received of his child."
"You are right, Miss Porter, he must."
"He idolized Gwendolen. He is a man of strong feelings; very passionate
and much given to follow the impulse of the moment. If his suspense is
not ended at the earliest possible instant, the results may be such as I
dare not contemplate."
"I know it; that is why I have pushed matters to this point. You will
carry that up to her?"
"Yes; and if--"