Her position, as I saw it now, did not make this supposition too
monstrous for belief; that is, if she secretly loved this man who did
not dare, or was too burdened with responsibility, to woo her. And who
can penetrate a woman's mind? To give him--possibly without his
knowledge--what every one who knew him declared him to stand in special
need of--money and relief from too exacting work--might have seemed
motive enough to one of her warm and impulsive temperament, for
eliminating the child she cared for, but not as she cared for him. It
was hard to think it; it would be harder yet to act upon it; but the
longer I stood there brooding, the more I felt my conviction grow that
from her and from her alone, we should yet obtain definite traces of the
missing child, if only Mrs. Ocumpaugh would uphold me in the attempt.
But would Mrs. Ocumpaugh do this? I own that I had my doubts. Some
hidden cause or instinct which I had not been able to reach, though I
had plunged deep into the most galling secrets of her life, seemed to
stand in the way of her full acceptance of the injury I believed her to
have received from Mrs. Carew; or rather, in the way of her public
acknowledgment of it. Though she would fain have this upturning of the
bungalow cellar pass for an act of frenzy, I could not quite bring
myself to look upon it as such since taking a final observation of its
condition.
Though her professed purpose had been to seek the body of her child, the
spades had not gone deeper than their length. It had been harrowing, not
digging, she had ordered, and harrowing meant nothing more than an
obliteration of the footprints which I had menaced her with comparing
with those of Mrs. Carew. Why this show of consideration to one she
might call friend, but who could hold no comparison in her mind with the
safety or recovery of the child which, if not hers, was the beloved
object of her husband's heart and only too deeply cherished by herself?
Did she fear her charming neighbor? Was the bond between them founded on
something besides love, and did she apprehend that a discovery of Mrs.
Carew's connection with Gwendolen's disappearance would only precipitate
her own disgrace and open up to public recognition the false
relationship she held toward the little heiress? Hard questions these,
but ones which must soon be faced and answered; for wretched as was Mrs.
Ocumpaugh's position and truly as I sympathized with her misery, I was
none the less resolved to force such acknowledgments from her as would
allow me to approach Mrs. Carew with a definite accusation such as even
that daring spirit could not withstand.
Thus resolved, and resisting all temptation to hazard an interview with
the latter lady before I had seen Mrs. Ocumpaugh again, I made my way up
slowly through the grounds and entered by the side door just as my watch
told me that the half-hour of my waiting was over.