"No ifs. Lay it before her where she sits and come away. But not beyond
call. You are a good woman--I see it in your face--do not watch her as
she unfolds this paper. Persons of her temperament do not like to have
their emotions observed, and this will cause her emotion. That can not
be helped, Miss Porter. Sincerely and honestly I tell you that it is
impossible for her best friends to keep her from suffering now; they can
only strive to keep that suffering from becoming permanent."
"It is a hard task you have set me," complained the poor woman; "but I
will do what I can. Anything must be better for Mrs. Ocumpaugh than the
suspense she is now laboring under."
"Remember," I enjoined, with the full force of my secret anxiety, "that
no eye but hers must fall upon this drawing. Not that it would convey
meaning to anybody but herself, but because it is her affair and her
affair only, and you are the woman to respect another person's affairs."
She gave me a final scrutinizing look and left the room.
"God grant that I have made no mistake!" was the inward prayer with
which I saw her depart.
My fervency was sincere. I was myself frightened at what I had done.
And what had I done? Sent her a sketch drawn by myself of Doctor Pool
and of his office. If it recalled to her, as I felt it must, the
remembrance of a certain memorable visit she had once paid there, she
would receive me.
When Miss Porter reentered some fifteen minutes later, I saw that my
hazardous attempt had been successful.
"Come," said she; but with no cheerful alacrity, rather with an air of
gloom.
"Was--was Mrs. Ocumpaugh very much disturbed by what she saw?"
"I fear so. She was half-asleep when I went in, dreaming as it seemed,
and pleasantly. It was cruel to disturb her; indeed I had not the heart,
so I just laid the folded paper near her hand and waited, but not too
near, not within sight of her face. A few minutes later--interminable
minutes to me--I heard the paper rattle, but I did not move. I was where
she could see me, so she knew that she was not alone and presently I
caught the sound of a strange noise from her lips, then a low cry, then
the quick inquiry in sharper and more peremptory tones than I had ever
before heard from her, 'Where did this come from? Who has dared to send
me this?' I advanced quickly. I told her about you and your desire to
see her; how you had asked me to bring her up this little sketch so that
she would know that you had real business with her; that I regretted
troubling her when she felt so weak, but that you promised revelations
or some such thing--at which I thought she grew very pale. Are you quite
convinced that you have news of sufficient importance to warrant the
expectations you have raised in her?"
"Let me see her," I prayed.
She made a sign and we both left the room.