"But what am I to do?" Dashwood asked feebly. "I am an old man, I have
been accustomed to the best of everything all my lifetime, and here I
am cut off from all my pleasures and not a penny to call my own. I
can't starve, my good fellow, and I couldn't stay here with Lady
Dashwood; she gets on my nerves terribly. What am I to do? Really, I
feel in absolute need of a cigar and glass of champagne. It is not my
habit to drink at this time of the day, but my condition calls for
it."
Dashwood crept away with many a sigh and groan, and Ralph was left to
his own by no means pleasant thoughts. He had deliberately struck the
blow, and now that it had fallen, he was inclined to be dismayed at
the result. It was very hard upon this feeble old man, it was very
hard upon Mary, but Ralph steeled himself for the fray. Things were
going to be worse yet, the lily was going to pine upon the stem.
Still, it would never do now to become infirm of purpose, let the
consequences be ever so bad. Yet, if the worst came to the worst, it
would be easy to sweep away the whole network of intrigue and fraud by
the raising of a finger. It was necessary that Mary should learn her
lesson to the last letter. That the girl would fight hard against her
misfortunes Ralph did not need to be told. That she would refuse to
eat the bread of charity at another person's expense he was perfectly
sure. He was still debating the problem when Mary entered the hall
again. Her face was very white; there were dark rings under her blue
eyes, which were now swollen with tears. The girl flushed as she saw
the sympathy in Ralph's face.
"Do not think me weak," she pleaded. "I am finding out that I am only
human after all. I have always despised tears, but the pain at my
heart was so great that tears brought the only cure for it. But I did
not come here to talk about myself. I have been telling Lady Dashwood
everything, and she has expressed a desire to see you. What have you
done with my father?"
"He has gone to the dining-room. He declared that exhausted nature
required a stimulant in the form of champagne. I am afraid that you
will not find your father much use to you in the dark hours to come,
Mary."
"I'm afraid not," Mary sighed, "but won't you go and see Lady
Dashwood? She is upstairs in her sitting-room. Of course, she is
upset; in fact, she has been saying all sorts of strange things which
are beyond my comprehension. Why has she taken such a strange fancy to
you, I wonder?"
But Ralph did not appear to be listening. There was every prospect of
a painful interview before him. He passed up the stairs to the
pleasant room looking over the gardens which Lady Dashwood had made
her own. She signed for the door to be shut; as Ralph came towards
her, she advanced with both hands outstretched.
"You will guess why I sent for you," she said. "Mary has been telling
me everything. So the man who calls himself Vincent Dashwood has made
a bold move at last."