"Oh, I know all about that," Connie said without ceremony. "It was
just the same with me in the happy days. My dear Mary, that pretty,
pretty stuff of yours is all very well to bring you in flattery from
bazaar managers, but the milk-stool school of art is no good when you
get into the market. Painters, real painters, mind, not daubers like
us, find colour work dreadfully hard to sell. There isn't a dealer who
would give you five shillings for what you have there. Could you do
work like mine, for instance?"
"I'm afraid that I should not care to attempt it," Mary said coldly.
"There you go! Too vulgar for you, of course! You would never get the
price of your lodgings out of your class of work, believe me. I know,
because I tried it myself. But you will need to have your lesson like
the rest of us, and I will give you the names of a few of the most
likely dealers in London. You start off directly after breakfast and
go the round of them. I shan't be back to luncheon because I've got an
hour or two on one of the evening papers getting out sketches of a
fashion plate for a lady's page."
Mary grasped eagerly at the suggestion. She wanted to prove that
Connie was wrong. With her head high and heart full of hope, she set
off presently.
On the whole, it was a morning to be remembered. It was hot and
stuffy, and Mary was not accustomed to the blistering, trying heat of
London pavements. She was tired and worn out and her head ached
terribly by the time she got back. Nor was there any difference in the
weight and contents of her portfolio.
Alas, for the blood of the Dashwoods! It was all the same to those
flinty-hearted dealers. Mary might have been the meanest beggar in
London for all the reception she met with. Struck by her distinguished
appearance and haughty beauty, a cringing shop assistant or proprietor
would probably ask her business, but what a change when the portfolio
was produced! It was the same in one shop after another, contemptuous
inspection, rude denial, a suggestion that the shopkeeper had more
rubbish already than he knew what to do with. The tears were at the
back of Mary's eyes now; unconsciously her voice grew soft and
pleading. One dealer, a little kinder than the rest, did suffer the
drawings to be laid out before him.
"No use, my dear," he said with a sympathetic familiarity that,
strange to say, Mary could not bring herself to resent. "Bless your
soul, cheap lithographs and German reproductions have driven them out
of the market. If you offered me the lot at half-a-crown each I
couldn't take them. It'll save you a lot of trouble and disappointment
if you put the whole batch on the fire. Why should I buy that group of
flowers for five shillings when I can sell you a photogravure of
Watts's for half the money? Your work has been out of date since the
mid-Victorian period."