Mary went down stairs with a firm, steady tread. She was not in the
least afraid now. Whatever she lacked, there was no question of her
courage. And she was going off now on an errand of mercy and relief.
The knowledge thrilled her, she was conscious of emotions and feelings
now that she had never felt before. The warm hot blood was coursing
through her veins; there was a gladness about her heart that made her
feel strangely young and buoyant. She would have liked to meet Ralph
Darnley now and tell him many things that had not occurred to her
before. She was ashamed of the way that she had treated that man. And
he was good enough for her; as Connie had said, he was good enough for
any girl. What did birth matter, what did anything matter, so long as
the man was good and true and the woman sweet and tender? It came to
Mary with a crushing force that the Dashwood pride was a poor and
feeble thing by comparison.
She was still turning these new sensations over in her mind when she
arrived at Keppel Terrace. The empty house seemed to look at her with
blank, mocking eyes. For a long time she walked up and down before the
house. An hour, two hours, passed before Mary noted anything to
attract her attention. Then she thrilled as she saw Vincent Dashwood
come swaggering along the terrace. He paused at the step of No. 16,
and looked up at the house. Mary could see his gesture of passion. As
he stood there, evidently nonplussed by his discovery, a boy came up
to him and handed him a card, which he read and then tore up.
Greatly daring, Mary came along the pathway. She pulled her veil down
and pretended to ring the bell at No. 17. Her back was to Dashwood;
she calculated that he would not notice her, that she would be the
last person in the world he was likely to meet. But Mary was trembling
from head to foot.
"All right," she heard Dashwood say. "I suppose the lady told you what
I was like?"
"That's it sir," the boy said. "The lady knew as you would come. She
gave me a shilling for this job. I've been hanging about here since
dinner time."
"Well, here's another shilling for you," Dashwood said in great good
humour. "Tell the lady that you delivered the card properly and that
I'll call after dark. As it happens, I know the address on the card
you gave me."