The Nether Millstone — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Nether Millstone
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"_I_ don't know," she said, "and I didn't care. I've been too badly
used by the world to have much sympathy left for other people. And I
had to move. The agent told me that he was going to put an execution
in today, and I had no time to lose. I don't want to keep your traps
and things; I daresay they are here somewhere. Come again in a few
days' time, and I will see what I can do for you. I'm busy now."
The speaker advanced half threateningly towards Mary, with an
intention of bustling her out of the room. Mary's eyes flashed angrily
as she stood before the door.
"Now listen to me," she said in clear, incisive tones. "As a landlady
of experience in such matters you must know that it is almost
impossible for Miss Colam and myself to obtain other lodgings without
our boxes and things. Last night we slept out of doors because we had
nowhere to go. You think that because you live so far away from Keppel
Terrace you can do as you like. If I go from here now without our
belongings I shall at once see the agent of the Keppel Terrace
property and tell him where you are to be found. I can easily get the
address of the agent from the people next door to your last house. I
don't know much about the law, but you can be punished for this kind
of thing, I feel quite certain. Now what are you going to do?"
The battle was over almost as soon as it had begun. The woman lost her
threatening air and her face became pleading. The easy tears fell from
her cheeks. "I'm sure I don't want to do anything wrong," she said,
"only you don't know all the trouble and anxiety that I've been put
to. When I came to London first I had money in the bank and a good
house of furniture, very different from the miserable sticks I have
about me now. I was doing well. Oh, you think you know what trouble is
and misery, but wait till you see the son you have loved and slaved
for grow up to be a curse and a blight to you; I sacrificed everything
for that boy and he has ruined me. He gets money from everybody, he
has had all mine, and I go on giving him more. He never comes near me
unless he wants something. If you knew everything, you would be sorry
for me."
Mary made no reply for the moment. She was piecing the puzzle rapidly
together in her mind. She was wondering what the connection was
between the erring son and the man who called himself Sir Vincent
Dashwood. She would have asked a question or two, but it did not seem
discreet to do so at this moment.
"At present I need all my sympathy for Miss Colam and myself," Mary
said coldly. "You will be good enough to find our boxes. There is a
desk of mine that I need, a little desk in a leather case. I shall be
glad to know that it is safe."