The Nether Millstone — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Nether Millstone
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"That is very good of her," Ralph replied with something like a sigh,
"but we are too good friends ever to care for each other in any other
way. Still, she is doing you good, Mary. There is something about you
that I can't describe, some subtle change for the better. I never
noticed till now that you had such a sweet and tender smile and there
is a thrill in your voice that makes you pure and womanly. My
experiment has been a success."
"What experiment is that?" Mary asked innocently.
"What am I saying?" Ralph laughed. "I have a confession to make later,
but it is not the time to go into that. It is good to be by your side
again, listening to your voice. Now, tell me all that you are doing."
Mary did not need to be asked. She fairly bubbled over with delight.
The deep thrill that Ralph had noticed in her voice touched him and
caused a chord to throb in response. It seemed almost impossible to
believe that this was the Mary of the old days, the proud, distant
creature whose head was in the clouds contemplating the glory of the
family. She was tender and warm and confiding, and the flush on her
face gave the one thing needed to make her fair and radiant beauty
complete. _This_ was the girl that Ralph loved, the woman of his
fondest dreams. He felt as if he could walk by her side for ever.
"But you will think me conceited," she said presently; "I have talked
of nothing but myself for half an hour or more. Please do not laugh at
me."
"Certainly not," Ralph said indignantly. "I have no intention of
laughing at you, Mary. It is a positive joy to me to hear you talking
like this! And so there are better, truer things than the Dashwood
pride and the family pedigree. You have seen what noble womanhood can
do for itself, what a dignified thing honest labour is. Do you
remember what I said to you the night that you came to London, Mary?"
"I recollect," Mary whispered softly. "You prophesied for me. You said
that I should be better and purer for the sacrifice. You said that I
should see life as it is, and learn what a poor thing the family glory
was by the side of humanity. And I have learned the lesson, Ralph, I
am quite content now to work for my living; I am trying to forget
Dashwood and all its glories. Why, I have even become accustomed to
London bread and butter."
The girl burst into a merry laugh in which Ralph joined from pure
sympathy. Here was the model wife for which he had been looking.
"That is important," he said, "but there is another lesson that I am
anxious about. You have become a child of the people now, a recruit in
the great army of labour. But with your new womanhood has there not
come another and sweeter dream to you, Mary? Have you not pictured
someone by your side to help in the struggle?"
The girl's face flushed crimson, but she bravely met Ralph's eyes.
"Yes," she said frankly, "we were only talking about it last night.
Oh, I have gone a long way indeed since I saw you last."