"Perhaps it would be as well," he said; "if you feel as seedy as that.
I must not be long, either, as I have to leave pretty early tomorrow.
I'll just finish my discussion with Mr. Dashwood over a cigar, and
then I'll follow your example. I suppose the butler comes around and
fastens up all the windows?"
"The rest of the house," Speed explained. "I generally fasten the
windows here myself. I'll leave you to do it tonight, Mayfield. Don't
forget. One never knows what sort of person is hanging about a house
like this."
Speed crept out of the room and across the hall, on the way to his
room. He was shaking from head to foot still and his legs were hardly
equal to his weight. He lighted a candle with a trembling hand, taking
several matches to do so. Out of the shadow came Slight, who watched
his master with a curious expression.
"Perhaps you will permit me to do that for you, sir?" he suggested
politely.
"Go away," Speed cried. "Go to bed. Think that I'm too drunk to light
a candle? Why do you follow me like this? Send my man to me. Gone to
Longtown for the night, has he? Oh, I recollect giving him permission
now."
Speed staggered up the stairs, and into his own room. Once there, he
opened a cupboard and produced therefrom a bottle of brandy. He poured
out half a tumbler and drank it greedily. He placed his hands over his
eyes as if to hide some horrible vision. He was free now to give way
to his feelings; he was no longer under observation. He would have
given ten years of his life to recall the last half hour.
He sat there, gazing into space and making no effort to remove his
clothes. An hour passed; then there was a tap on the door. Speed
started violently; he was half afraid that the arm of the law was
groping for him already. His face cleared a little as Mayfield came in
and closed the door very carefully.
"Well?" the latter said. "Are you getting over it? I'm more than sorry
I started this little business. If Dashwood had had any power of
observation he would have seen that there was something worse than
illness the matter with you tonight."
"It was awful," Speed groaned, "you would feel just the same if you'd
done it. All the time I was pretending to be ill behind the screen, I
was standing by the open window. I heard Darnley say goodnight to you.
I stood with the loaded stick in my hand. And as he passed by the
window under the veranda I struck him down. . . . He fell stone dead
without a single groan. He lay there absolutely still. And I would
have forfeited all I had to recall those last few moments. If you
could have seen his face----"
"Oh, never mind that," Mayfield said brutally. "The thing is done and
there is an end of it. And you know perfectly well that you would do
the same thing again tomorrow. So he lies there in the verandah, does
he? What about the stick?"
"The stick is hidden in the laurel bushes. We can burn that when there
is time."