The other Miller girl — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The other Miller girl
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“O no, Anna, I couldn’t bear the sight of a baby. It would break my
heart,” she declared. And her emotion was unfeigned.
“But it isn’t the same, Mrs. Langley, Joe, Junior, being a boy,” Anna
protested. “If he made you think of anyone it wouldn’t be Ella May, it
would be of that little lamb.”
“O, is his hair curly?” asked the invalid eagerly.
“Well, no, not yet,” Anna admitted regretfully. “But he has such a
sober, meek little face, young, and yet sort of sedate and oldish, too,
you know, that he makes me think of the little lamb.”
“Dear me, you are like a pretty lamb yourself, Anna, with your fuzzy
yellow hair. I believe I really like you better with it cut so,”
declared Mrs. Langley with sudden enthusiasm.
“You’d better take a good look at it then, for it will be longer before
you see it again,” Anna suggested mischievously. “I shan’t be hiking
down to the parsonage for some time, you see. I can’t come any more
unless you let me bring Joe, Junior.”
Mrs. Langley clasped her thin hands. “O Anna, don’t speak so even in
fun,” she begged. “Of course you will come next Saturday--or sooner if
you have a chance. Only please don’t mention that baby to me again. It
stirs me all up.”
“I won’t,” the girl assented meekly, adding: “for I sha’n’t be here to
mention him or anything else. Honest and true, I can’t come any more
without him. Whenever I am not in school, my place is with that blessed
little monkey, Mrs. Langley. It’s mighty good of ma to mind him as much
as she does since she doesn’t take to him, but I don’t mean to put it
over with her unless I have to. And now it’s cold weather, the boys
want to skate Saturday afternoons--and before long there’ll be sliding.”
“There’s that Alice Lorraine. How about her?” demanded Mrs. Langley.
Anna opened her eyes very wide. Extremely vague in general, unaware
apparently of the existence of anyone outside her own four walls,
sometimes, when her own interests were concerned, the woman was
uncannily acute.
“O Mrs. Langley, I wouldn’t go off and leave that precious child with
Alice Lorraine. She’s dear, but she’s absent-minded and I should be on
pins and needles all the while for fear he was being drowned or scalded
or kidnapped,” she declared.
“There’s that neighbor of Miss Penny’s, Mrs. Phelps,” Mrs. Langley
persisted.
“For the love of Mike!” cried the girl in utter amazement. “Why, I
should as soon think of asking the Lord Mayor of London to run over
every Saturday afternoon.”
“Well, there must be someone who lives near,” Mrs. Langley murmured
with unusual meekness.
“There isn’t, and anyhow, I wouldn’t trust Junior with ’em!” cried
Anna. And suddenly she lost her temper,--something that was extremely
rare with the other Miller girl. “I simply can’t come again without the
baby and what’s more I won’t, so there! That’s all there is to it. Cash
down or no goods delivered!”
And she flung herself from the place like a small whirlwind.