The Plébiscite; or, A Miller's Story of the War: By One of the 7,500,000 Who Voted "Yes"
John Stuart Mill · en
"But in the name of heaven, captain," said I, "are you not going on to
Sarreguemines? We are fathers of families; we have wives and children!
You promised that at Sarreguemines we might unload and return home."
George was coming, too, to complain; but he had not yet reached us,
when the commander, from on horseback, roared at us with a voice of
rage: "Will you return to your carts, or I will have you beaten till
all is blue? Will you make haste back?"
Then we returned to take hold of our bridles, with our heads hanging
down. Three hours after, at nightfall, we came into a miserable
village, full of small crosses along the road, and where the people had
nothing to give us; for famine had overtaken them.
We had scarcely halted, when a convoy of bread, meat, and wine arrived,
escorted by a few hussars. No doubt it came from Alberstoff. Every
soldier received his ration, but we got not so much as an onion: not a
crust of bread--nothing--nor our horses either.
That night George and I alone rested under the shelter of a deserted
smithy, while the Prussians were asleep in every hut and in the barns,
and the sentinels paced their rounds about our carts, with their
muskets shouldered; we began to deliberate what we ought to do.
George, who already foreboded the miseries which were awaiting us,
would have started that moment, leaving both horses and carts; but I
could not entertain such an idea as that. Give up my pair of beautiful
dappled gray horses, which I had bred and reared in my own orchard at
the back of the mill! It was impossible.
"Listen to me," said George. "Remember the Alsacians who have been
passing by us the last fortnight: they look as if they had come out of
their graves; they had never received the smallest ration: they would
have been carried even to Paris if they had not run away. You see that
these Germans have no bowels. They are possessed with a bitter hatred
against the French, which makes them as hard as iron; they have been
incited against us at their schools; they would like to exterminate us
to the last man. Let us expect nothing of them; that will be the
safest. I have only six francs in my pocket; what have you?"
"Eight livres and ten sous."
"With that, Christian, we cannot go far. The nearer we get to Metz,
the worse ruin we shall find the country in. If we were but able to
write home, and ask for a little money! but you see they have sentinels
on every road, at all the lane ends: they allow neither
foot-passengers, nor letters, nor news to pass. Believe me, let us try
to escape."
All these good arguments were useless. I thought that, with a little
patience, perhaps at the next village, other horses and other carriages
might be found to requisition, and that we might be allowed quietly to
return home. That would have been natural and proper; and so in any
country in the world they would have done.