"We have only you left, dear one; we will have to love you more than
ever; will we not, Paul?" she murmured, but with a stifled exclamation
he left the room. In his heart there was no forgiveness for his
heartless daughter.
"You look tired, my dear. This excitement has wearied you. Go now to
your room," Mrs. Winans said, kissing her a tender good-night. "You
must rest and sleep."
"I am very tired," Ethel answered listlessly, as she turned away,
crushing between her teeth some words that sounded like, "I should like
to sleep--forever!"
CHAPTER XL.
ETHEL'S VICTORY.
"The fairest hope is the one which faded,
The brightest leaf is the leaf that fell;
The song that leaped from the lips of sirens
Dies away in an old sea-shell.
Clear and pure is the west wind's murmur
That croons in the branches all day long;
But the songs unsung are the sweetest music,
And the dreams that die are the soul of song."
--ERNEST MCGAFFEY.
The family slept late next morning after the fatigues and griefs of
last night, and Ethel did not join her parents at breakfast. But an
hour later her maid came to the library with a message. Would her
parents see her in her boudoir for a few minutes?
An angry frown came to Senator Winans' brow.
"I am obliged to go down to the capitol; I have no time for Ethel," he
said curtly.
But the beautiful wife he worshiped so tenderly drew her arm through
his, whispering fondly, "Come," and he could not gainsay her imperial
will.
Ethel was lying back wearily in a large armchair in her luxurious
boudoir, with its furnishings of rose and gold. Her attire was peculiar.
She wore a long, straight black gown, very simple and severe in style,
and a long black lace scarf was wound turban fashion about her regal
brow, concealing every thread of her rich dark hair. As the door closed
she motioned them to seats, and said abruptly:
"I have sent for you to ask your leave to enter a convent--to become a
nun!"
"Ethel!"
"Ethel!"
The cry came first from the mother's lips, and was echoed by the
father. Shocked surprise was in both voices.
She stood up tall and stately confronting them, her face corpse-white
by contrast with her black attire and somber dark eyes. In an anguished
voice she cried:
"I have sinned deeply, I am not worthy of your love, mamma, papa! I
wish to retire into a convent and spend my life in expiating my sin!"
"I will never consent," Senator Winans exclaimed sternly. "You have
behaved badly, shamefully, but you can repent at home as well as within
convent walls."
She flung herself on her knees at his feet, a tragic despair on the
dusky beauty of her dark face.