"Look at the work of one night's agony," sobbed Ethel. "Do you think
now I did not love him more than wealth and title? Do you think I could
not have been happy with Arthur on a crust and in a hovel? Yes, but he
belonged to her by the God-given right of their mutual love. So I gave
him up for her sake! But last night!--oh, last night, what suffering,
what cruel jealousy of what I had lost! And with morning's dawn all
this!" She flung back her whitened locks with a restless hand, and
continued: "But, dear ones, this is _our_ secret. Arthur and Precious
must _never_ know that I loved him so madly it almost killed me to give
up my poor claim on him. When I am dead, perhaps, you may tell them the
truth, but not till then, for I would not make her unhappy!"
They looked at the beautiful guilty creature, and their hearts yearned
over her, her repentance and atonement were so beautiful and perfect.
Good had triumphed over evil in her complex nature, and the victory was
complete.
"You have heard all now. You will not wish me near you, you will not
oppose my wish to enter a convent," she said pleadingly.
But the strong nature of Senator Winans had been stirred to its very
depths by the story he had heard. He rose and drew his daughter to his
breast.
"Ethel, I have wronged you," he said tenderly and humbly. "It was from
me you inherited your jealous nature, and I have blamed you instead
of shielding you and guarding you against your inherited nature. I
should have loved you more and blamed you less. It was hard for you to
be good, while it was easy for Precious, with all her mother's gentle
traits. Dear, we cannot let you go from us to expiate your sins. Stay
with us, and we will love you more, and help you to be true to your
better nature."
She clung to him like a tired child.
"And you will forgive me all, papa?--as Precious did, sweet angel!"
"I will forgive you all, and you must forgive me, dear. I have been to
blame for all. Now promise me you will try to be happy again."
"If you will try to love me again, dear papa! You know how I have
always worshiped you."
She felt his tears on her brow--a strong man's tears--and knew she had
won a warmer place than ever before in his noble heart.
From that hour a new life began for Ethel. She was none the less
beautiful because of that crown of snow-white tresses, but she did not
care for admiration now. It was not likely she would ever marry.
And she rejoiced as much as any one when in the summer that letter came
from Earle telling them that the new Earl of Fairfield, a vulgar boor,
had broken his neck on the hunting field, and that Arthur had come into
his rights again.