The shadow between them; $b or, A blighted name — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The shadow between them; $b or, A blighted name
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Never till this moment had a cry of regret escaped her lips; never
before had she shown him her aching heart.
The tender, loving nature yearning for sympathy in her sorrow could not
bear her burden alone.
As she only sobbed in answer to his last words, he added sadly:
“You have seen him again, Eva. I heard that he had brought you home,
and I knew some time ago that he was filling Doctor Noel’s place at
the ---- Hospital while he went abroad.”
“You knew--and never told me, papa.”
“You had said long ago, my daughter, that you wished never to hear his
name spoken again.”
“Yes, I remember it now,” faintly.
“Have you changed your mind on the matter now?”
“No, papa,” she faltered sorrowfully. “I can never forget how it would
have grieved grandfather if I had married a Ludington.”
Touched by her sorrow, he said generously:
“Are you going to let that old man’s prejudice stand between you and
your life’s happiness? Throw his memory to the winds and take Ludington
back if you cannot be happy without him.”
“Do not tempt me to do wrong, dear papa,” Eva answered, pleadingly in
her despair.
“I do not call it wrong, Eva. It was a foolish, senseless vendetta,
unworthy of a civilized age like this, and it would have been wise for
you and Doctor Ludington to end it by intermarriage of the families,”
replied Mr. Somerville frankly, speaking straight from his heart in his
tenderness over his child.
“Oh, you don’t understand it, dear papa,” she sighed. “Granfather was
unjustly accused by the Ludingtons, and really persecuted by them. So
how dreadful for his granddaughter to love and marry one of his enemy’s
race.”
“Eva, you are still halfway a little savage in these hidebound
prejudices inherited from your stern old grandfather,” her father
said, in gentle rebuke, but she sighed.
“He was fond of me and kind to me, and I must take his part.”
“He was neither fond nor kind when he turned you out of doors to perish
on a wintry night, believing you had dishonored the family name,” he
retorted quickly and indignantly.
Eva’s bosom heaved, and tears sparkled into her big dark eyes.
“They goaded him to it, those vipers who hated me,” she said bitterly.
“He soon repented; he would have atoned if he had not died. I forgave
him everything because we had loved each other so.”
“Dear heart,” he murmured, wondering at her sweetness, and she answered
sorrowfully:
“I could not grieve grandfather in heaven by marrying the one who
caused his nephew’s death. No, no! So, though I cannot help loving him,
through the deceit by which he won my heart, I must never see Doctor
Ludington any more if I can avoid it. It is impossible that I should
ever be his wife.”
“Then I will help you to avoid him,” he replied. “The best way to drive
him from your heart, my dear, will be to think tenderly of some one
else, and I predict that you will marry Reggie yet. Once an adored wife
you would soon forget the past and be happy in the present.”