“I hope this sedative will quiet my nerves, for my dear friend Ada
will arrive this evening, and I want to feel well enough to enjoy her
company! Only think, what a lovely winter we shall have with dear Ada
for a guest! She is very beautiful, you know, auntie, and--perhaps--she
may console Reggie for losing me.”
But Mrs. Hamilton frowned slightly, and answered:
“I should not fancy such a match. I wanted him to marry you, my dear
little niece, and no other.”
“I told you, auntie, I had refused his offer,” protested Eva.
“You were hasty, my dear. Perhaps you may come to reconsider the case.”
“But I told you, also, that I loved another.”
Mrs. Hamilton wondered suddenly if that “other” could be the handsome
Doctor Ludington, and she quickly decided that this was the case. It
explained things that were otherwise inexplicable. But aloud she said,
in her calm, gentle way:
“But you told me your love was hopeless, Eva!”
“Yes, quite hopeless!” sighed the girl, stifling a sob that seemed to
rend her very heart in twain.
“Then you will have to put that love away from you, and try to forget.
The easiest way to do it would be to become interested in another and
marry him. A happy marriage is, to my mind, the only remedy for your
pain.”
Her father had used the same words to her, and they recurred to her
again. Was it true? Would a marriage with Reggie, who adored her, teach
her to forget?
CHAPTER XXX.
LOVE AND PRIDE.
It was useless trying to disguise the truth from her own heart.
Miss Winton’s eagerly anticipated visit, instead of adding to Eva’s
happiness, only made her more miserable.
It brought back too clearly the dead past--the long weeks and months of
wretchedness side by side with the days and hours of ecstatic joy when
she had been Rupert’s plighted bride!
They could but talk of old days to each other. Eva was fain to ask
questions--Ada glad to answer.
She must know how all her old friends were faring, she had such a
kindly interest in them all. She learned that the clever, genial young
Doctor Merry had formed a very romantic attachment for a beautiful
schoolgirl whom he was to marry when she completed her education.
Ada told her that the kindly, earnest Doctor Bertrand still pursued
the even tenor of her way, and that the superintendent had resigned
his position and sought a more congenial field of usefulness. As the
doctor’s agency in ferreting out Doctor Rupert’s secret, and preventing
his marriage, had long since leaked out, he was despised and execrated
by many who had formerly respected him, and few missed him from the
position he had disgraced. He was supplanted by a less impressionable
superintendent, in whose eyes womanhood stood on a higher plane of
purity and goodness.
Ada had one little item of personal news. Aunt Susan had left her a
small estate that would keep her in comfort, and she need not work at
the insane asylum any more.