"Confidence for confidence," he said teasingly. "Tell me something of
your early impressions. Did you ever dream of me?--I've dreamed of
you."
"No." She laughed happily. "I don't dream. But I used to lean from my
bedroom window and think and think and think."
"What about?" he asked.
"You... You peopled my world from the outset. There were nights when I
lost count of time, and leaned there and watched the dawn break."
"That last night?" he asked.--"When we said good-bye under the
oleanders?"
"That last night of course," she answered. "I stayed at the window
until the sun rose."
"Dear little lonely watcher!" he said. "I wish I could have been with
you... And you were in trouble too that night."
"I hadn't time to think of that. I was enjoying in retrospect my
perfect hour. The troubles began next day." She rubbed her cheek
against his shoulder caressingly. "We won't talk of that I refuse to
remember unpleasant things."
"Wise little woman! ... Stand here a moment. I want to listen with you
to the wash of the waves between the rocks. How often have we stood
here like this?" he said with his arm about her. "There is no other
music--is there?--like the music of the sea."
"With you beside me--no. When I listen to it in your absence it will be
as sound divorced from the spirit of music."
Bending over her, he asked quickly:
"You wouldn't wish to keep me back?"
He thought of Macfarlane's words: "You've got a girl now. You have to
consider her." He had not considered her in this matter at all. He had
not even consulted her. He had taken her approval for granted.
"Of course I wouldn't keep you back. Only I hate war. You can't expect
me to be glad."
"There isn't much in it to occasion any one gladness," he replied.
"It's a bad business however one lodes at it." The old reckless smile
shone for a moment in his eyes. "Though, if it wasn't for a certain
young woman, I think I could find the prospect somewhat alluring. Man
was born to kill his enemy."
"It's high time man had outgrown his primitive instincts," she said,
smiling with him.
"That he will never do," he answered with conviction. "Love and hate,
the primordial emotions, hang together--the antithesis of each other,
irreconcilable yet inseparable. Humanity without love is
inconceivable--and so is a world without hate. At best civilisation
teaches us to control these elemental passions--and our control is about
as effective in a crisis as the outer petals which conceal the canker in
the heart of a flower. If you look close enough you see the stain of
evil showing through."