Without speaking, she passed him and approached the prostrate figure and
knelt beside it on the mud floor. At her touch Holman stirred, groaned
once, and sat up. He stared about him wildly, and, seeing Matheson,
caught at Honor's dress as though for protection, and shrank further
away. Matheson stood and surveyed their grouping with a numb sensation
of utter weariness stealing over him. He was too physically used up
even to think connectedly. Holman was choking and spluttering. He
caught his breath on a sob, and turned his face and spat noisily on the
floor. Doubtless he felt a necessity for expectorating; but the act
appealed to Matheson as disgusting, and unseemly in Honor's presence.
He expected her to wince. Observing that she made no sign of
repugnance, he wondered whether her compassion exceeded her
fastidiousness; and felt vaguely disappointed in her for showing so
great a forbearance.
Very gently she loosened the injured man's collar, and assisted him to
an easier position, tending him with such solicitude that Matheson,
watching her in surprised silence, was moved to a yet greater hatred of
the man whose life her coming had spared. Could she be so completely
dominated by racial antagonism as to be dead to every other
consideration? It seemed to him that the tragedy of her mother's life,
the division between the Nels, who in every respect save their sense of
right in allegiance to opposite causes, were fraternal in feeling, could
not fail to have some effect on her. He could not understand her
attitude of unrelenting enmity. Even allowing that from her point of
view his country had done her people a real injury in the past, surely
she must realise that in this struggle for right against tyranny, every
country which spent its strength in the defence of the weaker nations
was to be honoured for the sacrifices it was called upon to make? For
any injustice Great Britain had been guilty of in the past she was
making a splendid atonement.
While he pondered these things, dizzy from the effects of his wound and
the recent struggle, Honor rose to her feet and confronted him with so
kindly a look that he was led to believe that her solicitude for Holman
went no deeper than a womanly compassion which any suffering would
excite--which she might have shown towards himself had his condition
seemed to call for sympathy. She had not observed that he was hurt. In
the gathering dusk the blood that was soaking through his coat showed
only as a dark stain which passed unremarked in the agitation of the
moment.
"Go," she said in a quiet voice, and lifted an arm and pointed towards
the open doorway. "Your presence excites him. You have hurt him. What
had he done to you that you should seek to kill him?"
"Honor!" he said, and hardly recognised his own voice, so hoarse and
strange it sounded in the stillness. He made a step towards her, gazing
hungrily into the beautiful, upraised face. "Honor!" he repeated dully.