She made no verbal response, but looked at him with quickening interest,
her dark eyes glowing, the breath coming quickly from between her parted
lips. Matheson caught her wrist and held it firmly while he talked.
"What will it benefit you," he asked, "to hoist your flag over the body
of your brother, and the bodies of the sons and husbands of women who
think with you? Life is too good a thing to spill it wantonly at the
feet of a bloodless ideal. And you are too good and fine and gentle to
waste your life in hate."
"Not hate," she corrected, the hot tears welling afresh. "Patriotism is
not hate. Aren't you ready to spill your blood for your country?"
"You've got me there," he said, and smiled. "I'm going to defend this
country from German avidity, anyhow."
"Ah!" she cried. "You preach against hate, yet you hate the Germans.
That isn't consistent. You do hate the Germans?"
"Yes," he admitted; "I suppose that's true. But I never hated a German
before their bestial ravishment of Belgium. I never imagined anything
so brutal could defame the prestige of a great nation. They will never
live that down. The things they've done... And the spying and
underhand work... Yes, I hate them all right."
"You hate Heinrich," she persisted.
"I hate the things he has done."
"I know," she said. "But what he has done, he has done for me. Always,
when I was still a child, he loved me. Can you wonder that I feel
grateful to him? I am sorry you hate him. I don't want harm to come to
him through you... not through you. Promise me that you will go away
and never seek to harm him in the future... Promise me that--for my
sake."
Had Matheson not already realised that the punishment of Holman was no
longer work for him he must have yielded to the earnest entreaty in
Honor's voice and eyes, as with nervous insistence she urged her request
that he would spare her husband; but her pleading stabbed him, and
excited afresh his enmity towards the man.
"There is no need to wring promises from me," he said, a hardness he
could not prevent steeling his voice. "The fact that he is your husband
is sufficient. Had I known that sooner I should not be here now. As it
is, more harm has come to me than to him. It was not compassion on his
side that prevented him from murdering me."
"He was desperate," she pleaded; "he feared you. He fears you still."
"Perhaps," he exclaimed with angry suspicion, "he sent you to intercede
for him?"
"No," she cried quickly--"not that I came because--because--" Her voice
broke on a sob. "You are so hard," she said. "I cannot touch you.
Have you no pity--for me?"
"Pity!--for you?" he cried, and raised himself sharply in the bed. "My
God! I love you, and you know it... What need have you to ask for
pity? Rather should your compassion go out to me. I give everything...
and take nothing away with me--nothing."