The minister glanced at the young man's face, and knew his heart had
been touched. He closed the Book. "Let us pray," he said, and rising,
knelt by the side of a moss-grown log. But Scotty did not kneel; he
sat erect, staring with desperate eyes into the fire, and striving with
all the force of his will to harden his heart. To his relief the old
man made no remark upon his strange conduct when he arose from his
knees, but at once went to his bed in the shanty. Some subtle instinct
told him the young man would be better alone.
Long after he had retired Scotty walked up and down before the fire,
fighting out the old, weary battle; but now with a fury as if for life.
To go on with his work at Raye & Hemming's now in the light of what had
come to him this night would be, he knew, to cast aside all the
teachings of his lifetime--the teachings of Granny, of experience, yes,
even of Monteith, for he realised now they had all come from God, and
were one. He was down in the valley of the shadows, and the rod and
staff were of no comfort to him, for they meant pain and renunciation.
He could not give up Captain Herbert's friendship and Isabel; he could
not go on. The fire had died down to a red eye looking sullenly out of
the smoky darkness, the moon had sunk behind the forest ring, and out
of the blackness of night came a sensation of approaching change, a
hint that the dawn was near. As Scotty, pale and haggard, stood
looking into the dying fire, a step aroused him and the minister was by
his side.
"Why, sir," he cried in surprise, "you will surely not be getting up
yet. It is quite dark."
"I was not sleeping," said the old man. "I could not but watch you,"
he added gently, "for I cannot but see you are carrying a burden; one
heavy for your time of life, my lad, and I wondered if I could be of
any help."
All Scotty's mental attitude of defiance melted away before this gentle
sympathy. He was silent, simply through the inability to speak, and
the minister continued, "Do not speak of it if you would rather not. I
would not force your confidence, but just come and we will pray about
it, and you will tell the Father and He will be making it right."
Scotty turned with a gesture of defeat. To pray was the last thing he
desired to do, it meant surrender; but this time he knelt obediently at
the minister's side by the dying fire.