The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance
John Stuart Mill · en
Her breath came and went quickly,--but she looked straight in my eyes
with a smile that perfectly comprehended my hidden meaning.
"You may!" she answered.
I bowed,--closed the door behind her, and secreting the flowers,
returned, well-satisfied, to my place at table.
XIII
Left with myself and Lucio, Lord Elton threw off all reserve, and became
not only familiar, but fawning in his adulation of us both. An abject
and pitiable desire to please and propitiate us expressed itself in his
every look and word; and I firmly believe that if I had coolly and
brutally offered to buy his fair daughter by private treaty for a
hundred thousand pounds, that sum to be paid down to him on the day of
marriage, he would have gladly agreed to sell. Apart however from his
personal covetousness, I felt and knew that my projected courtship of
Lady Sibyl would of necessity resolve itself into something more or less
of a market bargain, unless indeed I could win the girl's love. I meant
to try and do this, but I fully realized how difficult, nay, almost
impossible it would be for her to forget the fact of my unhampered and
vast fortune, and consider me for myself alone. Herein is one of the
blessings of poverty which the poor are frequently too apt to forget. A
moneyless man if he wins a woman's love knows that such love is genuine
and untainted by self-interest; but a rich man can never be truly
certain of love at all. The advantages of a wealthy match are constantly
urged upon all marriageable girls by both their parents and
friends,--and it would have to be a very unsophisticated feminine nature
indeed that could contemplate a husband possessing five millions of
money, without a touch of purely interested satisfaction. A very wealthy
man can never be sure even of friendship,--while the highest, strongest
and noblest kind of love is nearly always denied to him, in this way
carrying out the fulfilment of those strange but true words--"How hardly
shall he that is a rich man, enter the Kingdom of Heaven!" The heaven of
a woman's love, tried and proved true through disaster and
difficulty,--of her unflinching faithfulness and devotion in days of
toil and bitter anguish,--of her heroic self-abnegation, sweetness and
courage through the darkest hours of doubt and disappointment;--this
bright and splendid side of woman's character is reserved by Divine
ordinance for the poor man. The millionaire can indeed wed whomsoever he
pleases among all the beauties of the world,--he can deck his wife in
gorgeous apparel, load her with jewels and look upon her in all the
radiance of her richly adorned loveliness as one may look upon a perfect
statue or matchless picture,--but he can never reach the deeper secrets
of her soul or probe the well-springs of her finer nature. I thought
this even thus early in the beginning of my admiration for Lady Sibyl
Elton, though I did not then dwell upon it as I have often done since. I