The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance
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"Think so? The 'upper ten' quite condone that sort of thing in their own
set now-a-days. It is all right. If a lady has lovers, and her husband
beams benevolence on the situation what can be said? Nothing. How very
tender your conscience is, Geoffrey!"
I sat silent, thinking. My companion lit a cigarette and offered me one.
I took it mechanically without lighting it.
"I made a mistake this evening,"--he went on--"I should not have sung
that 'Last Love-song.' The fact is, the words were written by one of her
ladyship's former admirers, a man who was something of a poet in his
way,--and she had an idea that she was the only person living who had
ever seen the lines. She wanted to know if I knew the man who composed
them, and I was able to say that I did--very intimately. I was just
explaining how it was, and why I knew him so well, when the distressing
attack of convulsions came on, and finished our conversation."
"She looked horrible!" I said.
"The paralysed Helen of a modern Troy? Yes,--her countenance at the last
was certainly not attractive. Beauty combined with wantonness
frequently ends in the drawn twitch, fixed eye and helpless limbs of
life-in-death. It is Nature's revenge on the outraged body,--and do you
know, Eternity's revenge on the impure Soul is extremely similar?"
"What do you know about it?" I said, smiling in spite of myself as I
looked at his fine face, expressive of perfect health and splendid
intellectuality--"Your absurd fancies about the soul are the only traces
of folly I discover in you."
"Really? Well I am glad I have something of the fool in my
disposition,--foolishness being the only quality that makes wisdom
possible. I confess I have odd, very odd notions about the soul."
"I will excuse them--" I said, laughing--God forgive me, in my own
insensate blind conceit,--the while he regarded me fixedly--"In fact I
will excuse anything for the sake of your voice. I do not flatter you,
Lucio,--you sing like an angel."
"Don't use impossible comparisons;"--he replied--"Have you ever heard an
angel sing?"
"Yes!" I answered smiling--"I have,--this very night!"
He turned deadly pale.