The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance
John Stuart Mill · en
"You will, you must, you shall!" I said ardently. "I will be your master
in the art of loving!"
"It is a difficult art!" she said--"I am afraid it will take a life-time
to complete my training, even with my 'master.'"
And a smile still lingered in her eyes, giving them a witch-like
glamour, when I kissed her again and bade her good-night.
"You will tell Prince Rimânez the news?" she said.
"If you wish it."
"Of course I wish it. Tell him at once. I should like him to know."
I went down the stairs,--she leaned over the balustrade looking after
me.
"Good-night Geoffrey!" she called softly.
"Good-night Sibyl!"
"Be sure you tell Prince Rimânez!"
Her white figure disappeared; and I walked out of the house in a chaotic
state of mind, divided between pride, ecstasy and pain,--the engaged
husband of an earl's daughter,--the lover of a woman who had declared
herself incapable of love and destitute of faith.
XVIII
Looking back through the space of only three years to this particular
period of my life, I can remember distinctly the singular expression of
Lucio's face when I told him that Sibyl Elton had accepted me. His
sudden smile gave a light to his eyes that I had never seen in them
before,--a brilliant yet sinister glow, strangely suggestive of some
inwardly suppressed wrath and scorn. While I spoke he was, to my
vexation, toying with that uncanny favourite of his, the
'mummy-insect,'--and it annoyed me beyond measure to see the repulsive
pertinacity with which the glittering bat-like creature clung to his
hand.
"Women are all alike,"--he said with a hard laugh, when he had heard my
news,--"Few of them have moral force enough to resist that temptation of
a rich marriage."
I was irritated at this.
"It is scarcely fair of you to judge everything by the
money-standard,"--I said,--then, after a little pause I added what in my
own heart I knew to be a lie,--"She,--Sibyl,--loves me for myself
alone."
His glance flashed over me like lightning.
"Oh!--sets the wind in that quarter! Why then, my dear Geoffrey, I
congratulate you more heartily than ever. To conquer the affections of
one of the proudest girls in England, and win her love so completely as
to be sure she would marry you even if you had not a sou to bless
yourself with--this is a victory indeed!--and one of which you may well
be proud. Again and yet again I congratulate you!"
Tossing the horrible thing he called his 'sprite' off to fly on one of
its slow humming circuits round the room, he shook my hand fervently,
still smiling,--and I,--feeling instinctively that he was as fully aware
of the truth as I was, namely, that had I been a poor author with
nothing but what I could earn by my brains, the Lady Sibyl Elton would
never have looked at me, much less agreed to marry me,--kept silence
lest I should openly betray the reality of my position.