The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance
John Stuart Mill · en
"Have you forgotten"--he said in deliberately measured accents--"that
your friend John Carrington, when he wrote that letter of introduction I
brought from him to you, told you in it, that in all matters scientific
I was an 'absolute master?' In these 'matters scientific' you have not
tested my skill,--yet you ask--'how can I know?' I answer that I do
know--many things of which you are ignorant. Do not presume too much on
your own intellectual capability my friend,--lest I prove it
naught!--lest I demonstrate to you, beyond all possibility of consoling
doubt, that the shreds and strippings of that change you call death, are
only so many embryos of new life which you _must_ live, whether you will
or no!"
Somewhat abashed by his words and still more by his manner, I said--
"Pardon me!--I spoke in haste of course,--but you know my theories--"
"Most thoroughly!" and he laughed, with an immediate resumption of his
old manner--"'Every man his own theory' is the fashionable motto of the
hour. Each little biped tells you that he has his 'own idea' of God, and
equally 'his own' idea of the Devil. It is very droll! But let us return
to the theme of love. I feel I have not congratulated you half
enough,--for surely Fortune favours you singularly. Out of the teeming
mass of vain and frivolous femininity, you have secured a unique example
of beauty, truth and purity,--a woman, who apart from all self-interest
and worldly advantage, weds you, with five millions, for yourself alone!
The prettiest poem in the world could be made out of such an exquisitely
innocent maiden type! You are one of the luckiest men alive; in fact,
you have nothing more to wish for!"
I did not contradict him, though in my own mind I felt that the
circumstances of my engagement left much to be desired. I, who scoffed
at religion, wished it had formed part of the character of my future
wife,--I, who sneered at sentiment, craved for some expression of it in
the woman whose beauty attracted my desires. However I determinedly
smothered all the premonitions of my own conscience, and accepted what
each day of my idle and useless life brought me without considering
future consequences.
The papers soon had the news that "a marriage has been arranged and will
shortly take place between Sibyl, only daughter of the Earl of Elton,
and Geoffrey Tempest, the famous millionaire." Not 'famous author' mark
you!--though I was still being loudly 'boomed.' Morgeson, my publisher,
could offer me no consolation as to my chances of winning and keeping a
steady future fame. The Tenth Edition of my book was announced, but we
had not actually disposed of more than two thousand copies, including a
One-Volume issue which had been hastily thrust on the market. And the
work I had so mercilessly and maliciously slated,--'Differences' by
Mavis Clare was in its thirtieth thousand! I commented on this with some
anger to Morgeson, who was virtuously aggrieved at my complaint.