The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance
John Stuart Mill · en
I assented to this, and accompanied him readily, feeling in high spirits
and good humour. Willowsmere and its peaceful loveliness seemed to
cleanse my mind of all corroding influences;--the blessed silence of the
woods and hills, after the rush and roar of town life, soothed and
cheered me, and I walked beside my companion with a light heart and
smiling face,--happy, and filled with a dim religious faith in the blue
sky, if not in the God beyond it. We sauntered through the fair gardens
which were now mine, and then out through the park into a lovely little
lane,--a true Warwickshire lane, where the celandines were strewing the
grass with their bright gold coinage, and the star-wort thrust up fairy
bouquets of white bloom between buttercups and lover, and where the
hawthorn-buds were beginning to show themselves like minute snow-pellets
among the glossy young green. A thrush warbled melodiously,--a lark rose
from almost our very feet and flung itself joyously into the sky with a
wild outburst of song,--a robin hopped through a little hole in the
hedge to look at us in blithe inquisitiveness as we passed. All at once
Lucio stopped and laid his hand on my shoulder,--his eyes had the
beautiful melancholy of a far-off longing which I could neither
understand nor define.
"Listen, Geoffrey!" he said--"Listen to the silence of the earth while
the lark sings! Have you ever observed the receptive attitude in which
Nature seems to wait for sounds divine!"
I did not answer,--the silence around us was indeed impressive;--the
warbling of the thrush had ceased, and only the lark's clear voice
pealing over-head, echoed sweetly through the stillness of the lane.
"In the clerical Heaven," went on Lucio dreamily--"there are no birds.
There are only conceited human souls braying forth 'Alleluia'! No
flowers are included,--no trees; only 'golden streets.' What a poor and
barbarous conception! As if a World inhabited by Deity would not contain
the wonders, graces and beauties of all worlds! Even this little planet
is more naturally beautiful than the clerical Heaven,--that is, it is
beautiful wherever Man is not. I protest--I have always
protested,--against the creation of Man!"
I laughed.
"You protest against your own existence then!" I said.
His eyes darkened slowly to a sombre brooding blackness.