The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance
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She led the way into the garden,--we followed,--I, in a bewildered
confusion of mind, with all my ideas respecting 'unsexed females' and
repulsive blue-stockings upset by the unaffected behaviour and charming
frankness of this 'celebrity' whose fame I envied, and whose personality
I could not but admire. With all her intellectual gifts she was yet a
lovable woman,--ah Mavis!--how lovable and dear I was destined in misery
to know! Mavis, Mavis!--I whisper your sweet name in my solitude,--I see
you in my dreams, and kneeling before you I call you Angel!--my angel at
the gate of a lost Paradise, whose Sword of Genius turning every way,
keeps me back from all approach to my forfeited Tree of Life!
XX
Scarcely had we stepped out on the lawn before an unpleasant incident
occurred which might have ended dangerously. At his mistress's approach
the big St Bernard dog rose from the sunny corner where he had been
peacefully dozing, and prepared to greet her,--but as soon as he
perceived us he stopped short with an ominous growl. Before Miss Clare
could utter a warning word, he made a couple of huge bounds and sprang
savagely at Lucio as though to tear him in pieces,--Lucio with admirable
presence of mind caught him firmly by the throat and forced him
backwards. Mavis turned deathly pale.
"Let me hold him! He will obey me!" she cried, placing her little hand
on the great dog's neck--"Down, Emperor! Down! How dare you! Down sir!"
In a moment 'Emperor' dropped to the ground, and crouched abjectly at
her feet, breathing heavily and trembling in every limb. She held him by
the collar, and looked up at Lucio who was perfectly composed, though
his eyes flashed dangerously.
"I am so very sorry!" she murmured,--"I forgot,--you told me dogs do not
like you. But what a singularly marked antipathy, is it not? I cannot
understand it. Emperor is generally so good-natured,--I must apologize
for his bad conduct--it is quite unusual. I hope he has not hurt you?"
"Not at all!" returned Lucio affably but with a cold smile; "I hope I
have not hurt _him_,--or distressed _you_!"
She made no reply, but led the St Bernard away and was absent for a few
minutes. While she was gone, Lucio's brow clouded, and his face grew
very stern.
"What do you think of her?" he asked me abruptly.
"I hardly know what to think," I answered abstractedly--"She is very
different to what I imagined. Her dogs are rather unpleasant company!"
"They are honest animals!" he said morosely--"They are no doubt
accustomed to candour in their mistress, and therefore object to
personified lies."
"Speak for yourself!" I said irritably--"They object to you, chiefly."