The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance
John Stuart Mill · en
And this was all the result of the 'slating' the press gave to Mavis
Clare! Simply that she named her doves after her critics, and fed them
in the presence of whatever royal or distinguished visitors she might
have (and I afterwards learned she had many) amid, no doubt, much
laughter from those who saw the 'Spectator'-pigeon fighting for grains
of corn, or the 'Saturday Review' pigeon quarrelling over peas!
Evidently no reviewer, spiteful or otherwise, could affect the vivacious
nature of such a mischievous elf as she was.
"How different you are--how widely different--to the ordinary run of
literary people!" I said involuntarily.
"I am glad you find me so,"--she answered--"I hope I _am_ different. As
a rule literary people take themselves far too seriously, and attach too
much importance to what they do. That is why they become such bores. I
don't believe anyone ever did thoroughly good work who was not perfectly
happy over it, and totally indifferent to opinion. I should be quite
content to write on, if I only had a garret to live in. I was once very
poor,--shockingly poor; and even now I am not rich, but I've got just
enough to keep me working steadily, which is as it should be. If I had
more, I might get lazy and neglect my work,--then you know Satan might
step into my life, and it would be a question of idle hands and mischief
to follow, according to the adage."
"I think you would have strength enough to resist Satan,--" said Lucio,
looking at her stedfastly, with sombre scrutiny in his expressive eyes.
"Oh, I don't know about that,--I could not be sure of myself!" and she
smiled--"I should imagine he must be a dangerously fascinating
personage. I never picture him as the possessor of hoofs and a
tail,--common-sense assures me that no creature presenting himself under
such an aspect would have the slightest power to attract. Milton's
conception of Satan is the finest"--and her eyes darkened swiftly with
the intensity of her thoughts--"A mighty Angel fallen!--one cannot but
be sorry for such a fall, if the legend were true!"
There was a sudden silence. A bird sang outside, and a little breeze
swayed the lilies in the window to and fro.
"Good-bye, Mavis Clare!" said Lucio very softly, almost tenderly. His
voice was low and tremulous--his face grave and pale. She looked up at
him in a little surprise.
"Good-bye!" she rejoined, extending her small hand. He held it a
moment,--then, to my secret astonishment, knowing his aversion to women,
stooped and kissed it. She flushed rosily as she withdrew it from his
clasp.